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2010-10-30T00:34:00.002+08:00

soooo... the other class have the best lecturer and the best sewing machines available for them, and what do we get?
dont even have a proper machine to sew chiffons.

i know i may sound like im jealous, and i admit that. but i'm more of angry with my damn life.

doing good deeds doesn't necessary give u good rewards

life isn't fair either

im so tired of life. living is like shit.

so what if you can experience joy and laughter? only where theres pain and suffering, then u can experience joy and laughter. i rather not have both. why must i live for so long, i dont see the point.

life is shit.

FML

disappointed

2010-07-10T23:54:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really don't understand why people can can angry over small little things in life.

if they can get angry over this, i really cannot imagine how they survive in the working world when they graduate. or perhaps they just express their anger on their close friends only, thinking that we wouldn't mind at all.

so i admit that its my fault in the first place.but i am a human too, i forget things, especially when i haven't slept well for days rushing for my assignment, i am not a robot. you too will forget things, but did i ever blamed you for forgetting? and did i ever showed any attitude towards you for it?

your ignorance made many upset, you blamed yourself and regret after that. When problem comes, you are upset, you rant, you complain. we give you solutions, you doubt our solutions, you never listen, we give up, and the same thing starts all over again. we will get tired.

2010-07-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really don't understand why people can can angry over small little things in life.

2010-05-02T19:05:00.003+08:00

URGH!
WHO THE BLOODY HELL TOOK MY $20 CURVE RULER!!!!!???!?!?!
CANT U BUY UR OWN RULER?
I NEED TO USE MY OWN MONEY TO BUY TOO U KNOW! ITS NOT BLOODY HELL FREE!

IDIOTS CANT BUY THEIR OWN RULER AND TAKE OTHER PPL'S RULER!
SCREW YOU!

2010-04-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

i love love love this picture.
the lighting and setting is awesome!

2010-03-12T21:44:00.001+08:00

the weather is so BLOODLY HOT!!!!!!!!

we are gonna be BAKED ALIVE TILL JUNE GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-08T22:23:00.005+08:00

My Birthday Celebration '10

2009-11-01T15:21:00.003+08:00

i feel like im suffering from emotional breakdown at the moment.

i just cry and cry and cry non stop

after chris made me realised that all i've been trying to do all my life, is to get away from reality.

i wear lolita becuz i want to escape from reality

i love animations, becuz they'r often exaggerated.

i can only express myself in the virtual world.

i really feel useless.

and my life has no meaning.

im really a sheep, follow here and there.

i agree to what ppl say becuz im afraid of how ppl judge me.

they come to me when they'r upset becuz i agree with them, and it makes them feel better.

and it's just making things worst. im making it worst.

im only there to make things worst.

i try to get help but i'm just being a burden.

even by crying im a a burden to the earth by wasting tissues.

i waste the earth resources.

im really tired of living

things is always so complicated.

cry cry cry. all i do is cry. my brain is useless. even shits have uses. my brain is worst than shits.

2009-10-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

long time no blog

im feeling a little depressed now

maybe its becuz i made my skirt a little too big

or maybe its becuz sch is reopening soon with worst to come

or maybe its becuz im jealous of someone

or maybe its becuz my friends in maple are all afking

or maybe its all added up together.

i tend to think too much.

on side note, i dont understand why ppl invite me to some event they organise when they dislike me. i dont get the point.

2009-08-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

upset. so upset.=.='

upset about ppl lying to me.
and after i came home mom told me she might need kidney dialysis.

i feel like i'm going through what spongebob gone through in the episode "best day ever"

wow a great turn of events in a day time.

this is one of the WORST evening ever.

2009-07-12T12:13:00.002+08:00

if u think i'm weak. think again

if u think every single person on the earth hates me, think again.

if you like to talk behind my back, you're most welcome to do so. and for every sentence you said about me, i'll say thank you to you. :)

beacuse u cared for me so much that u are willing to spent a fraction of your life talking about me. :)

if you want the wind to take me away, fat hope becuase i'm not as light as u think. unless there's a tornado that wipes the whole entire singapore, which i think it will take u away too :).

2009-07-10T20:09:00.005+08:00

srsly do u have no topics to talk about with your friends or do u just love to bitch about people?

aww.. you can always watch more news for a better topic you know. :)

me acting cute?

please provide evidence and justify ur point of view. cuz i dont see how wearing cute dresses is called acting cute. cuz if that's how u think, its the same as u going cosplaying and its call acting jap.

disgrace to lolita world?

please call ur witness, provide ur prove and evidence and justify your point of view. thanks =)

ugly?

you dont look better than be, because if u do, i dont see ur blog as popular as dawn yang and i dont see you winning beauty pagent nor do i see u wining american's next top model.

if u think i look so hideous, u have a choice u know. u can walk away or close your eyes. srsly nobody ask u to look at me.

my voice sounds like witch?

again u have a choice, u can walk away. moreover earplugs are available for free in the workshop on level 1 incase u didnt know.

u hate me because i'm a loner?

what's wrong with you? u should be happy isnt it? since u hate me so much :)

i like being a loner, and i dont see how or why it bothers you. if it does, please justify your point of view and provide evidence thank you.

i hurt your friend?

tell me how. i wanna know.

acting as if nothing happened?

tell me, what makes u think i'm acting.

please provide your evidence to justify your point of view. thank you :)

oh and about the "nobody cares for me", thank you so much for being the nobody who cared to notice me on how i dress and so on :)

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2009-04-26T10:59:00.001+08:00

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2009-04-26T10:44:00.001+08:00

2009-04-10T18:47:00.001+08:00

finally gets holidays.

time to get my beauty sleep. FINALLY WOOT!

2009-04-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

You are Orange Sheep, who is quiet sort, and is a touchable person.
But you possess feminine attraction as well.
This may seem like flirting to fellow women, and may be misunderstood by men.
You are a sociable, but tend to keep a distance from people, and will not show your real emotions and feelings easily.
Although you are modest, you are a proud person as well.
You don't apologize or yield to things.
You have great tactics to make others take in your demand, without them realizing taht they are doing so.
You are extremely good at negotiating and bargaining.
You tend to feel isolated, and in order to overcome that loneliness, you have lots of interests.
You have sharp eyes, and can make your ideals come true by effectively adopting other people's expectations.
Although you lack leadership sort of action, you have perseverance to take up any challenge.
You can also use money efficiently, and therefore you are a shrewd shopper.
You are good at catching the heart of men.
You will be liked by different type of people.
But this may give them false idea, and cause misunderstanding.
Although you may take men lightly, once married, you will become a devoted wife and a mother.

2009-03-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

woot 300th post

2009-03-07T21:18:00.002+08:00

i just came across this picture on the internet

i think if a guy were to bake me this cake in the shape of a heart,

with handmade fresh cream.

i'll so marry that guy. hah

2009-03-01T21:17:00.005+08:00

i really dont feel like doing homework!

i feel so lazy and sleepy..... because of the rain.

and i just realised my birthday is coming =.=

and after much thinking about my life, i suddenly feel that my birthday is the worst day of my life, because it's the day i was born into this world.

now that i think of it... why should i celebrate it all these years.... =.=

homg.. sucks... i dont feel like blowing candles anymore. can i just have the cake?

2009-02-26T17:39:00.004+08:00

dont buy dont buy la.... =.=

stupid... ask me do so many things then dont want to buy...

as if i got alot of time to spare....

damn pissed.

2009-02-25T20:16:00.003+08:00

i just realised how 1 year have past since i first step into TP.

and i feel kinda scared and sad.

i'm scared because i'm guaduating 2 years later, and after that, i need to find jobs and support myself. i'm worrying a lot. i'm worried that i wont get the job i want, or jobs that is suitable for me. i'm afraid of this big world, where there are many bad guys around.

i'm sad because it means that my friends are all going in different paths, and it probably means we wont be seeing each other that often anymore. and it means that i wont get to play with them anymore.

and when i guaduate, it also means that my parents are getting older, and it means that i got not much time left to spent with them.

i kinda hate growing up.

2009-02-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

i feel like eating:

-beef noodles

-pizzas

-ikea salmon

-ikea meatball

-ikea hotdog

-pepper lunch

like NOW!

why am i always thinking of food?

2009-02-15T17:34:00.006+08:00

xiao hui's, fly's and my version of an e-mail joke:

LOOKING OUTSIDE TP'S WINDOW

I SEE DOG

THE DOG CALL BULLDOG

I SIANZ

THEN GOT CAR

DOG RUN ONTO THE ROAD

CAR HIT DOG

I SHOCKED

DOG DIE

I HAPPY

AND I LAUGH UNTILL I CRY.

doodling credited to xiaohui.

it's an inside joke :P

2009-02-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day everyone.

today, i'll be at home watching TV with me, myself, and I.

2009-02-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

it's a scam!?!?!

=.=

that's why i was like asking myself, ME? MODEL? 159cm?

http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/modelling_scam_girls_5259_3.html

2009-02-11T08:39:00.005+08:00

i went to Haru again yesterday to collect my dress ^^

and bought a Swimmer comb too.

i love my new comb! its so cute!

when i was walking out of far east plaza, a lady walked towards me and gave me her name card. and i cant believe it's a modeling agency. HOMG!!!!

and then, she asked for my number.

ME? MODEL? 159cm? i cant believe myself. HOMG! *slap self*

2009-02-06T21:23:00.006+08:00

hi people.. has been such a long time since i last blogged.

i bought a lizlisa dress for cny. the ribbon at the front is a little crooked, but i still love the prints on the dress. :D

cny is great, although i probably don't get as much money as my friends. this is the busiest cny ever. i spent my cny holidays at home rushing assignments. it kinda sux.. having to rush assignments when cny is a time for people to enjoy and take a break from work. I'm glad that my marketing and drawing essentials modules are over now. :D

GOOD BYE GROUP WORK, YOU SUX!

have you guys seen what I've done to my phone?

nice?? this is the 1st time I'm decorating my phone. ^^

speaking of phones, my old phone spoiled at the wrong time. and i end up getting this black bulky phone instead of pink LG phones. =.=

I'm having my 3D art fundamental module now, having some troubles with clays and wire. i hope my sculptures will turn out alright.

i just went to Haru a few days ago and gave these gorgeous to cutepetz.

I'm so glad that i cheered her up. ^^

gorgeous stuffs eh?

i wonder who would hate Baby the stars shine bright items.

i just joined facebook recently. i'm currently desperate to decorate my pet's room in pet society. items that i want to buy for my pet are so expensive. =.=

how i wish they are cheaper.

pet society and poupee girl have much similarities. but i still prefer poupee girl, it's so much easier to earn "money" and their stuffs are cheaper and of course, poupee has nicer designs of items.

cya on facebook^^ http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=537289984&ref=name

2009-01-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

*YAWNS!!!!!!!!!*

happy belated new year to everyone...

bye 2008.. u suck....

but i hope 2009 will be better.

here's my new yr resolution: (for the 1st time in my life i'm doing a resolution lol)

1. work harder for assignments

2. find a weekend job'

3. try to be happier?

4. save up, spent less

5. be smarter

*smack self* be smart u idiot liping!

2008-12-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

ya, ya, ya.....

go ahead and laugh at my new hair style =.=

which looks like a broom.

damn pissed.... =.=

shouldn't have trusted the hairdresser =.=

2008-12-26T00:58:00.004+08:00

one hour past christmas now.....

nth special about how i spent my christmas...

i went out to orchard. spent most of my time shopping alone.

when i go to orchard, i will go none other than TAKASHIMAYA! sanrio and food department!

but i wish i would have stay at home just like any other christmas. because all my money has gone to my tummy and sanrio!

=.= i'm a hopeless greedy eater.

ohhh and i forgot to tell you guys... i saw this cookie at taka, the pakaging looks like wraped stacks of copying papers. and the cookies inside has shapes of tokyo tower and also panda.

but i didnt get to take a picture because i bought it as a present for tim and ling. :(

i'm broke.............;A;

2008-12-17T23:19:00.006+08:00

Look at what i've found yesterday!

this carousel is GORGEROUS!! THIS is like my dream carousel!

it moves and plays music, LIKE THE REAL ONES!!! AHH!!

if only i'm rich.... this gorgerous thing isnt cheap. 155 SGD *cries*

well... at least i get to take a nice picture of it.

（＊´；ω；｀＊）

*adds to wishlist*

2008-12-13T14:47:00.003+08:00

it has almost been a month since i last blogged.

this block has been tedious!!!!!
man~~ all the essays of (communication design ideas)ComDI and (history of costume)HosCos has been draining the shit out of me!

i had high fever of 38-39 degree celcius at the wrong timing =.=
it caused my homework to look like shit. i have to rush works like mad when my head feels better after taking Panadols.

and Hoscos has such stupid teaching... I HATE E-LEARNING!!!
all the uploading of the work is so troublesome.. you have to make sure it fits the portfolio page and all that... it's so troublesome =.=

i'm so glad that it's over now.... but then, i'm still gonna be in hell when my drawing essentials comes....
homg... all the works..when i saw my friends suffering in drawing essentials, it makes me scared. i think i will go buy a sketch book asap and finish 50 sketches before my drawing essentials comes.. if not i'll be SOOOO dead(i think?).

2008-11-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

why am i here in this world? am i here to cause more suffering in people?
i feel like i'm making people suffer more....
the phrase "don't judge the book by its cover". i know its wrong to judge people by looks, but why am i doing it?

i feel like such an idiot...

people are so nice to me... but i did that to personX. =A=. i mean... i'm ok with personX being my friend and all that... but just not that special friend because of looks.

*stab selfs*

i am a idiot.... if u happened to be a murderer or terrorist, u can kill me if u ever see me.

2008-11-16T22:13:00.001+08:00

urgh... somebody's planning to do sth stupid...
i'm worried.... but WHAT TO DO?!?!?!? WHAT CAN I DO?!?!?!
most importantly.. WHAT I SHOULD DO?!?!!??!

=A=

2008-11-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

hollyyyyyy.....

i cant believed i almost worked 24 hours doing assignments...my gawd... so tired.

the day before yesterday... i started working on my assignments from 6pm.
and then i worked till 6am in the morning STRAIGHT... and then i woke up at 9am to do my assignments... and then i worked on it straight to 5pm+ ...

but i feel that my assignment still looked like shit... but what can i do? =.= the deadline is ytd 6pm.

2008-11-01T00:12:00.001+08:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-10-14T00:08:00.008+08:00

well 2 days ago... my dad bring the whole family out.

he havent bring ALL of us out together in like YEARS....

it's like unbelievable....

ok anyway... he bring all of us out for an international buffet at a restaurant known as "Sakura". (ya i know... sakura).

it cost like around 20 bucks for each person (for lunch buffet)*i rather eat at "Yum cha" it tasted so much better and it's the same price*.

there's this outlet that just opened recently around my area, so my dad decided to bring us there, since there's opening promotion. and guess what... when we reached there, the queue was INSANE. and mom had a big shock of her life.

so we finally decided to go to another outlet of Sakura restaurant in clementi.

yea... the food there.... there's lots of choices..... but it doesnt really taste good...

the only food that i kept taking over and all over again was the chicken satay. because i was craving for satay.. i havent had satay for YEARS aldry, and i really like satays. but i can tell u that the satay wasnt really good. i'm not really fond of peanut sauce, i prefer it without the sauce ever since i was a kid. the satay above the pic is covered with peanut sauce

the dim sum's filling wasnt very fresh... it makes u wanna stop eating after a few bite, as if you feel sick of it.... and it tasted just like those frozen ones from the supermarket.

and there's too little choices for sushi, and it doesnt even taste very good. it's just slightly better than sakae sushi. (even sushi deli tasted so much better than those 2)

and the Otah (beside the uncooked satay in the pic) is too spicy for my liking... those ppl who dont really like spicy, warning to you. the otah is tasteless, you can only taste the spiciness, the taste of the fish and so on is not there.

thier laksa is really tasteless and also too spicy for my liking.

the drinks are like all soft drinks and all those nestle coffee, blackcurrant syrup drink, (which i dont really like). i dont mind if they have ribinna or similar, but sadly their blackcurrant drink taste horribly artificial.

the mango ice cream isnt bad.. but i still prefer mango sorbet from takashimaya (gelare is too thick for my liking).

when i took a picture of those food... there's this girl (a staff) who stopped me from taking pictures.. i seriously dont get why they dont allow us to do so. it's not like we can cook the food just by looking at thier food's picture. and who would be so dumb to take a picture of thier food for their cookbook or whatever.. it's not even really good looking to begin with and the lighting is so poor to even take a good picture!

but who cares... here's some picture.

this is our table....

all the cold dishes.

lot's of junk

this fish ain't ordinary...

it's filled with eggs!!!! where is the flesh?!?!?!!?!

2008-10-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

last last Tuesday....

me and my mom went for a charity gala dinner at 4 seasons hotel. it's not that we donated.... we are like supposed to be the beneficiary.

the food wasn't bad... but it was all western style, which my mom is not really fond of.

but somehow... i don't know why... but my plate always seems to be missing something for EVERY DISH (no kidding)...

there's this dish , they warp the ground cheese and mushroom with this dough. and mine only has cheese inside.

and this dish that has fish, other's has lots of lettuce on top of the fish, except mine...

and there's this another dish that has chocolate fondue, strawberry + blueberry sauce, a cracker, and a Cinnamon ice cream. and mine doesnt have the cracker.

and guess what? the health minster shook hands with every single beneficiary except ME! i think i wore too classy... that's y... he must have thought that i'm the donator or something....

oh well.... cant believe a cheap dress + cheap shoe + cheap necklace can make it seems like so classy that even the minister cannot tell.

2008-10-03T15:51:00.003+08:00

i just hate myself... why am i so emotional... i always get scolded for crying during scoldings... and today.. i don't even know why i cried...

and the worst part is... my mom saw it...

i only asked her if she wants to know more about the product i buy and she answer why understand. and i started crying...

i hate it.. i really hate it... people just mistaken me when i cried....

and just now my mom she suddenly came out of the kitchen SHOUTING at me... i hate it... it's not even my fault... zzz

y am i a human?... y am i even here.... this sux... i wish i'm dead right now... who cares if the people around me are sad... i dont like humans(including me) anyway... ya, i'm selfish. so what? i dont care.

humans are always so complicated.. and they love to make things complicated....

2008-09-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

ytd i was dreaming about my mom scolding me for buying a $100 album, when actually, the album i bought was $20 normal album. and i shouted out really loud at her in my dream. and i remembered clearly that i shouted "WHAT?!" in mandrin.

but in actual fact I REALLY DID SHOUT IT OUT IN MY SLEEP.

how do i know?

i asked my mom did she heard anyone shouting.

and now ionically, i got scolded by her today because i bought a white heart bag from baby. and she even scolded me for buying white. >.>

but i didnt dare to tell her the price of the bag, which is like $269.

(hey it's already cheaper, they marked up the price when it was sold out)

2008-09-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

ytd was crappy... i spent $ buying all the wrong stuffs.

i can't believed i actually spent $113 on health supplements. and it tasted like shit...

and i spent $27 buying the wrong eyeliner from M.A.C. ...

man... wads wrong with me??? i think i better deposit the money left on my hands FAST!.

now.. how am i gonna pay for the dresses and heart bags when it arrives >.> arghhh...

2008-09-21T17:56:00.005+08:00

i went for seransai today at wesda shibuya senior high school. it's so fun!!!!

we get to make slimes...

i spot this photo on the wall. they are all GUYS! LOL!

i wish i have thier school uniform... it's so pretty!!
(it's a photo i found on the wall too)

at the festival booth, where you get to play natsu matsuri's games. lovee it.

and here's their prizes for festival booth..

this egg is cute..

we went for the mouse games booth... it's fun!

and went for the tea ceremony... thier okashi is soooo delicious!　おいしです！！

and their tea is good too...

you can get this in one of the games of the festival booth... i din manage to win it, but my friend she gave her's to me. i'm so touched..

i'm so going back to seransai for their uniform fitting and photo taking. and thier FOOD!!

2008-09-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

heyo ppl... I'm busy with school recently....

so how have i been? quite OK i would say.

today i went to eat sakae sushi again, i thought my previous testing of the sushi are quite ok, but today's portion sux.

man... i think I've never going back again...

next time I'm gonna try other Japanese restaurant in plaza singapura, heard that they cook delicious curry rice and also marvelous ice creams. and i really wanna try that hongkong cafe's mango ice kacang.

i'm so happy that i manage to drew a eyeliner that's so gorgerous today. but too bad i didn't bring any digi cams. my mobile's cam totally sux. but i still take some pictures to remember this wonderful day out alone.

2008-09-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

I SUDDENLY JUST REMEMBERED I'M SUPPOSED TO DO SOME CRAFT WORKS FOR NATHAN!!!!

i totally forgot all about it!!!!!!!!! homg. and i lost lynn's number. and i accidentally deleted the sms. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL HER??????

2008-08-28T10:47:00.002+08:00

new month, new block, new module....

this block's module is all scientific stuffs. i love love love science, but i hate copying notes.
for some reason, i just couldn't write fast.

why do we have to copy notes? i don't find it good.
if we copy notes, we'll not be able to listen to lecturers for thier extra infos given during lectures.
and copying just makes the lecture longer.
can't they just send us the powerpoints?

2008-08-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

china is full of fakes.

just when i thought the olympic opening was beyond awesome.
the singing girl on the ceremony was fake, and even the footprints fireworks was fake.

but seriously, i don't blame china for replacing the girl, since people are superficial anyway. but i feel sorry for the real singing girl thou.

and the fake footprints fireworks, i must say it's realistic. but i'm a little sad that i don't get to see the real thing on live TV broadcast.

2008-08-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

after i watched the olympic opening last night, i just couldn't stay in my seat and watch the national day parade today.

its the 1st time ever i'm guled to my seat watching the olmpics opening and it's also the 1st time ever i couldn't stay in my seat and watch the whole NDP.

2008-08-09T10:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i watched the Beijing Olympic opening ceremony live on TV.
so far, it's the best olympic opening ceremony i've ever seen so far.

i love the part where they light up the torch. it was epic!! the flames just goes VROOM and lights up the torch. it was spectacular!

the fireworks was great too. the smiley face fireworks leaves the greatest impression on my mind.

and i think that the Beijing Olympic theme song "you and me" is fantastic, although i feel that we can never achieve world peace.

and i think that the 2 person who reads out the countries names (in languages other than chinese) did great in reading chinese names. i'm impress by thier accuracy of pronounciation.

but Singapore is still one of the last country to march out, although the countries march out by the order of chinese character. i guess Singapore is meant to be at the back ._.

2008-08-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday night, my brother just came back from his China trip.

and guess what he bought for me?

THIS!!

it's so cute right???

2008-07-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

today, i went to the salon with my mom to cut my hair.
my curls are all GONE. now my face looks really fat with that fringe on. >.>

2008-07-28T22:35:00.004+08:00

i never knew a confession can make me feel so miserable.

it even make me forgot about my tamagotchi for the WHOLE DAY. and it just died >.>
and it even makes my brain malfunction. I CAN'T THINK PROPERLY. i can't even type properly.

luckily ah pa kosmo went to meet me today. if not I'll just go crazy. thanks to kosmo pa my brain is thinking straight and right again(at least 90% is back).

now that's left is the EXTERMINATE the problem once and for all.

2008-07-27T19:05:00.003+08:00

last saturday was the preview for NDP 08.
it started to rain halfway through the preview. and because of the damn lighting they have to cancel a few plan stuns( including the heart stun i was anticipating for).
the fireworks was gorgerous. it was the 1st time ever watching fireworks in the rain, and also near the sea. the fireworks seems to blast on top of the sky right above my head. it was stuningly BEAUTIFUL!
i didn't get wet for nothing.

ytd we all wanted to go for the fireworks again actually, but THERE WAS NONE. sux.

2008-07-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

this block SUX like shit.

i'm so stressed out.
and i have a dumb leturer who likes to make people stay back for nothing.
if it isn't for her, i would have finished my damn final piece for textile manipulation module

for some reason, i tend to crave for sweet pasteries these few days. i spent all my pocket money on food. >.>
the day before yesterday, i bought 1 apple pie from Mos burger.
yesterday, i bought 6 strawberry musli bars.
today, i bought strawberry shortcake.

what is this sudden sweet tooth of mine.

2008-07-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

why is veron a lectuer? i don't understand WHY?
oh please, just because she has a stupid certificate she can be a lecturer?
come on, she knows nothing, if it isn't wilson she can't even survive.

her purpose is to make people spoil their work, THEN scold them.

why can't wilson be a lecturer? he's much more experienced. it's the experience that counts ok. so ehat if he dosn't have a cert. at least he guide people to make people's work nicer and NOT spoil people's work.

2008-07-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

they seems to be very not interested in my art piece when i present it. i feel so lousy now. i feel like as if I'm being bashed down to the ground from half-way up the ladder. it's so demoralising.

sometimes i ask myself " am i really making the right choice choosing where i am now?"
i am really the jack of all trades but master of none. it seems that i'm not really good at anything.

2008-06-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

the project burden is off my shoulder. i'm so happy. but i still got report to write. *sigh*

i can't help but feel so happy today. i was smiling to myself in the bus all the way home. i feel like an idiot. but nvm,at least i'm happy.but i think i'm crazy, only because i get a balloon sculpture from felix and i can smile all the way home.

2008-06-27T00:02:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i rather just die than to live. i feel that the world is too curel.

the human nature is too ugly. i rather not know anything, and be a kid forever. i don't wanna grow up. too much ever ending problems. i feel that i'm dying inside.

2008-06-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

i feel so stupid. i feel like slaping my mouth. i'm not sure exactly did i said to harvey, but i think i spilled the truth about my mom doing the dress, when he ask me to talk with him alone. he was very dissapointed. my heart just felt like it's sinking into the deep sea.

but i was gald today that joen actually stood on my side. it's good to know that she has a nice side.
i'm so glad that i have friends to lend me a shoulder and also ears. i feel so much better, especially after going shopping with xiao hui and marie.

i sure hope that i will not get to work with them ever in my life again.

rant

2008-06-26T00:54:00.006+08:00

i can't believe that i met these kind of person
I'm really fed up working in their group.
change this change that. in the end, is still me and my mom who did the whole dress for the mannequins. and i don't even have a say in the dress?
.
why can't they at LEAST just tell me the changes when I've not started on the dress parts? it's always after i did all the things then they come telling me they want to change this change that, don't want this, don't want that.
.
they wanted another layer of tulle(netting) to the skirt part, and my mom have to tear down the whole skirt just to add another layer.
it's similar to tearing down the whole laptop into pieces and fixing them all back together.
.
do they even know how hard it is to make a dress. moreover, it's full with roses. do they even know how hard it is to make those roses? i pricked my finger, sacrifice my sleep, skipped my meals just to do the roses. and they can just simply tell me that they don't want the mana blue coloured roses i've made.
.
they claimed that they don't know how to do the rose, so i taught them. and? one gave up just after threading the needle. one did one rose and claim that she doesn't know how to do the roses the next day. in the end, i still have to do all the roses.
.
do they even appriciate me and my mom working so hard to do the dress?
.
and they thank me by not washing up after doing the showcase and end up getting harvey to minus makrs?
.
so what if they did the whole showcase? it's just like hanging a few pictures of the dresses in the display box. our display for showcase is so simple. i really can't believe they spent $30 over just to print that few pieces of paper. as if that i'm rich.
.
and wow, they still have the gut to tell me they are not free because they're going out.
.

2008-06-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

i can't wait for this block to be over. i hate this module, i hate my group.
and my mom just have to make me feel worst.

2008-06-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5hjR5_tbfg

this song is so sad...

she wrote this for her late grandpa.

the 1st few time i heard this song, tears welled up in my eyes. (I'm not exaggerating)

at the same time, i envy her.

because she can become a star since young. and me? i think i'll just dream on.

look who's fox tail came out.

2008-06-22T01:19:00.004+08:00

hahaha.
i'm so unlucky to have met him. but fortunately for me, there's still friend who showed me the truth.

look's who's fox tail leaked out.

i wish she knows so she'll be not nice to you. i pity her. cause i think you're touturing her.

you're being a jerk you know that?

i'll hate u from now on. can you just die? i hate hypocrites.

for fun,

2008-06-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

First:

Best friend: forgot.
Pet: a gold fish named 肥肥
Piercing: Ear
Crush: forgot
CD: none
Car: none
Stuffed animal: forgot
Love: none
Place called home: HOME

Last:

Beverage: soup
Car ride: Dad's
Movie seen: tarzan
Phone call: mom
Song you listened to: i forgot
bath: just now
Time you cried: i forgot
Thing you ate: erm.. chicken drumlets
Bad thing you did: bitching abt people

Have you ever:
Dated one of your best friends: No
Been arrested: no?
Skinny dipped: No
Been on a limo: No
Cheated: million times
Been in love: no
Been in a car accident: no
Broke a bone: No

Things you've done today: project (damn you projects)
Favourite things: errr.....food?
People you tell almost everything to: none

Choices:
Live or die: die
Sweets or chocolates: Chocs
Swim or run: Swim
Things you want to do before you die: go japan and shop, and also to get a boyfriend
Do you have true friends? Yes
Things you regret: alot...

dented.

2008-06-19T10:24:00.006+08:00

i guess my life is ment to be full of bad lucks.
*sigh*

i just realised my favourite water bottle got dented and my mom just have to say something to make me feel worst. i just said my water bottle got dented and she was like " TOLD YOU, DON'T USE ALREADY LA!" . i was like >.> and when i don't use, she'll say i waste money$.

i mean its not my fault that my water bottle got dented. i've been very careful already, i even put a protective covering ok. and anyway, i used my own money to buy that bottle, it's not like she sponsored me the bottle.

and i'm already feeling very upset, can she not futher upset me?!!

feeling lousy.

2008-06-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously getting fed up. i'm tired of group works. i want to work alone, do at my own timing, do my own slides, my own ideas. I think they mixed merchandising plan with store layout. i tried to tell them, but i think they just don't believe me. and we are always pulled back because they are always not free. and now? they asked me to do the "store layout" for all the stores. i'm done, but pass to who? they are not even online.

最深的感受

2008-06-16T21:14:00.004+08:00

i don't know why i feel like having a boyfriend badly especially when i saw couples together. i feel like a despo. and i feel lousy feeling like a despo. but i can't help but wanting a boyfriend. when grace says how competitble me and felix is, i can't help but feel happy.(thats how badly i want a boyfriend). argh. i feel so despo >.>
why am i such a despo?

i seriously hate to work in my group. i don't hate them. not that i don't like them either. it's just that i don't like to work with them. i wish this block will be over soon. i prefer block 1, infact i like block 1 alot, although it's homework everyday but it's more direct and you can work alone.

car accident....

2008-06-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

life is so fragile. one day you know you're alive, the next day you wouldn't know you'll still be alive.

my brother's friend just died in an car accident. from what i've heard, the driver listens to the handphone when driving.
this is so sad, he isn't supposed to die. it's all because of a call...
he is his parents only child. imagine how sad it would be for them. even thou he is adopted.

but the ionic thing is that, i don't treasure my life.

orchard survey episode: who shall be crowned

2008-06-13T15:13:00.004+08:00

issit grace?

me?

xiao hui?

or rachel? XD

and we all fought for the crown with....................fries?._.

2008-06-13T00:32:00.003+08:00

i read my 1st few post of the blog today. it was such long time ago, that i 1st started my blog. so much have changed. i felt so silly, and dumb and.. wadever.

i thought i will die without them as my friends. how stupid i was. i could have been better without them. who needs them anyway. who are they to control me on what to buy, what to wear, what to do.

but i'm glad that at least i still have friends when i was in secondary 4. at least before i leave, i have a friend, i have friends who told me the reality, wake me up from my fantasy, comfort me. i really miss them. i'm so glad that i've woken up. i realised teachers are fake, classmates are fake, so is the principal.
it's ok to make mistakes, it's ok to be alone, and in life you do not need to suceed with pieces and pieces of certificates, and of cuz her famous phrase "life is full of shit".
so what if i fail in tests? one piece of test paper marks doesn't mean anything, just work hard for the next one. it's stupid to cry for a paper, u can't change anything anyway.

now in TP, i have a brand new life. i wished i was there together with hazel. she taught me so much things in life, but she has her own path to go. i really wanted to thank her, for teaching me so much, things that i will not get to learn in school.

2008-06-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

i'm so worried. i scared that i can't finish my assignment 2 for harvey's class. my group members are all busy. i really hope we can finish it.

block 2 is SO stress and boring. my lecturer keep making us take notes, the whole lesson is basically taking notes. and the assignments are so confusing. i don't really understand what the hell am i supposed to do exactly.
this sux.

2008-05-31T21:02:00.003+08:00

SO BORED!!!

holiday still need to do homework. my leturer don't even state CLEARLY what to to for the homework.
and school is starting on monday!

i haven't even played enough. 2 weeks of holiday is so short. *yawns*

my mom bought me a pair of shoe last week.

this shoe cost her $90. she rather buy this for me to let me wear my rocking horse shoe >.>

i so screwed my mascara today. my mascara was finishing, so i put abit of warm water and the thing becomes un-usable. now i muz really buy a new one >.>

2008-05-26T11:46:00.005+08:00

STREETFEST'08

the agony family ^^

maid team

2008-05-25T23:06:00.004+08:00

today is streetfest, and it's damn damn BORING and the weather is DAMN HOT!!!!

Black Alice, Haru and one other shop was being chased out of the event today.
it's not fair.
juz because the 2 shop in suntec have some issues with some other shop doesn't mean they deserved to b chased out.

it juz shows how insecure they are.
and if she really feel guilty about taking my comb, she would have go wdls and giv it back to me lor >.> 好心没好报。

2008-05-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

i juz finished making my sgcafe's profile layout.

TADA!
:

http://sgcafe.com/member.php?u=7280

2008-05-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

i think the earth is seriously going crazy.

szechuan: earthquake
Myanmar: cyclone

wads next?

2008-05-18T16:32:00.002+08:00

y am i so unlucky. >.>
last week i was being stalked 2 TIMES IN A ROW.

when i was going home on thursday...
i was on the bus, and the people next to my sit happened to get off. and this guy sitting at the back of the bus come, and took the seat. he was staring at me. ITS SO SCARY.
when i got off the bus, he did the same thing. and then he walked up to me frm my back and then he tapped my shoulder. then he said" can you be my friend?".
i was like "errr...err... sorry" and i ran into another bus which came just in time.

and then the next day when i was going to school. another guy keep staring at me when i board the bus. i get off at the same bus stop as this guy. and then he also happened to be a TP student.
so we were supposed to change bus at this bus stop. either bus 23, 8, 15 can get you to TP. and then bus 23 comes first, i didn't want to board. the guy turn and looked at me and then he ended up not boarding the bus too. next, bus 8 comes, i board the bus, and he also board the bus and he continued staring at me. >.>

y must weird things happen to me when i wear loli to school >.>

2008-05-10T19:25:00.003+08:00

i totally don't know what to draw in my 1m x 1m assignment with the theme olympic youth. stupid theme >.>

today, i was trying to finish my homework on completing 50 pages of work on the sketch book. the acrylic paint dried up on my palette, it's super hard to wash off the paint, i have to scratch the palette like crazy and some of the stupid acrylic paint still stuck in that palette. and the palette is in a bad shape now after much scratching.

i think i'll give up wash the acrylic paint stain on my loli already. >.> luckily it's just a tiny dot.

and i lost 2 TP's brushes while scratching the palette, i think both fell into the sink's holes. damn >.> so frastrated now.

i've washed brushes in the sink so many times ever since when i 1st started painting, and this is the 1st time the brushes fell into the sink's holes, some more i lost 2 brushes. how unlucky am i. >.>

2008-05-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

I'M OK NOW!!! XD

who needs him anyway... i still have my friends.
thx cutepetz and ah pa.^^

today got stupid water colour lesson, and i so happened to wear my loli >.>
and it has got colourful spots on it now >.>
luckily it's water colour, which can be diluted. if not i'll kill myself.

everyday in school is like so damn tired and boring for classes. everyday paint and paint and paint, paint untill i want to die already. damn you paintings!

and i still haven't uploaded the remaining pictures for my museum trip. gomenasai.

and shyt, i can't resist the temptation of food, now how am i gonna save for the upcoming Angelic Pretty heart marine JSK. NOOOO!!!

2008-05-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

today,
my inside feels like it's drizzling.

i broke up with andy. i dunnoe if it's considered breaking up.
he's more than a friend, yet not my boyfriend.

but somehow i still feel abit of sadness inside.

but i'll hold back my tears. i shall not cry for sth that you can't fix fully. i will try not to cry.

2008-04-30T22:12:00.006+08:00

today.

our class went on a field trip to national museum.
i thought it'll be boring, but its quite fun! i should've wore my loli there. it's absolutely suitable for loli shoot on the 2nd floor.

BEWARE!!!!!

PHOTOS SPAM AHEAD.
may cause comps to lag.

more pics, to be continued..... tmr hopefully

2008-04-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Monday.

there was a road accident on the road going from IKEA to TPE. so, this road happens to be a one lane road. i was on bus 168, it happened to be 3rd vehicle after the accident area, and it was stucked there for about 30 mins before i left the bus.

so i was so inpatient that i left the bus and then when to IKEA to take shutter bus to Bedok MRT.

then i saw an ambulance standing by at the IKEA bus stop. i think the ambulance couldn't even get into the accident area, the whole stretch of road was jammed like nobody's busniess

when i was riding on the IKEA bus, i saw the jam was so bad that it stretches a few street from the accident area.

and i ended up home at around 9pm. i was so damn tired. why can't they make more lanes for that road >.>

tuesday.

BENS & JERRY FREE CONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!

i was supposed to meet my team mates at 1.30pm at the library for APEL project. my class ends at 12pm. but i was so tempted by the BENS & JERRY ice cream!!!

i COULDN'T RESIST!!!

so i went with my classmates to White Sands shopping centre for FREE CONE!

the queue stretches from BENS & JERRY to Mcdonalds to old chang kee. We waited for like 20mins for a free cone. and half the queue was under the hot sun without any shade. so we spent about 10 mins in the sun.

as if i'm not dark enough after the orientation camp already. >.>

they have limted flavours for the free cone. and i choose the Brownie ones. it was DAMN NICE. they have Brownie chunks in the chocolate ice cream!!!!

after finishing the ice cream, it was already 1.35pm. >.>
and my classmates wanted to go toilet, buy sushi and go popular to buy the file that our lecturer wanted us to buy.

so it was already about 2pm when we left the white sands. the queue for free cone GREW. the queue stretches to the taxi stand.

so anyway, i'm so dead for the APEL project. i reached school at about 2.50pm ( 10 mins before 2nd class). and they made me do presentations. well, at least they didn't make me do the whole project.

when school ended for us, bus 15 to white sands were like damn FULL. it's packed, worst than sardines. all rushing for free cones. it's a good thing that we went early during our 3hr break, if not i'm gonna die queueing for the icecream after school.

2008-04-28T10:37:00.001+08:00

i can extend the time till 5hrs.

phew...

2008-04-28T09:11:00.003+08:00

wah lao eh!
i didn't heared that my lecturer canceled the class! now i'm stuck in school! 3 pm den have class. now is onli 9am+! stupid la!

and nobody come and remind me also. >.>

and this TP comp onli let u use for 20 mins >.>

argh!!!!

2008-04-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

a few days ago, i saw 2 road accident during my bus trip to school along a highway.
today, i saw 2 wild dogs. one of it lost one of it's leg.

i always see weird things...

today we're having water colour lesson, i coloured like shyt. but i really lazy to redo. =.=

next up is....

the songs are like so mostly techno. and i dun like techno.
the jam and hop was boring. so i went to steal some refreshments outdide design space. and i end up going home at 8.

2008-04-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

today, i'm wearing lolita to school again.
then people thought that i'm promoting for japanese culture club >.>
they were asking me where's the booth for japanese culture club.

and then when some people walked past me, they were saying " cosplay." >.>

today's homework is to do 5 sketches on 5 different object. so tiring. i draw like shit.

2008-04-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day of sch. and i wore causual loli.

i met SO MANY sgcafe people today at sch!!
i met reinhart, yukino mei, violet, lolikitty, and another forumer(i forgot her nick)
and not to mention miss Lulu >.>

and lulu was asking me if i wearing loli tmr(cuz she also want to wear). wahy can't she juz wear her own style. she wear her casual, i wear my loli, isn't that good?.
i juz want to be neutral STOP BOTHERING ME!

i saw sakky on stage today, taking prizes. she's also wearing loli. and people was like exclaiming to me:" your sister arh, your sister arh!" >.> (i really DON'T want this to happen when lulu wears loli)

acutally, i DON't even want to see her in loli in school!

and guess wad, people even asked me for photos today.

2008-04-20T13:07:00.003+08:00

i felt really sick on friday...
my stomach was so upset because of that can of red bull.

i was so tired and unwell that i actually forgotten andy's birthday. >.>
i think he'll kill me.

ytd i was hogging at black alice. i din realise i hogged the store for 8 hrs. i even bugged ling for the BTSSB paper bags to complete my collection of BTSSB paper bags.

and even tried on lolita dress for fun, and i ended up buying another JSK >.> .
BUT it's offbrand.

2008-04-18T02:21:00.006+08:00

at TP now.
still at camp. i go use the programer's room comp while the rest is having night walk. i don't want to walk the whole design school!! very tired you know cuz yesterday, we went Sentosa during about 11pm and came back TP like 3am in the morning.

so damn tired, play games the whole day >.> luckily it was drizzling halfway throu the Sentosa activities, so we get to go back TP early. the distance between each station is damn FAR!

i really scared that i cannot make it for my course, i'm not good enough at drawing and designing.

and worst of all uchiha.lulu is in the same course as me?!?!?!?!
i really hate to be in same course as her, cause i want to be neutral, I DON'T WANT TO BE DRAG INTO THE ISSUE BETWEEN LULU AND CHARLOTTE!!! PLEASE!!!

2008-04-14T11:21:00.003+08:00

today, i had a fight with my mom.
it's not that i want to fight with her... >.>

almost everytime i fight with her i'll cry. i've no idea why. i don't want to cry, and i don't feel like crying, but the stupid tears glands keep producing tears. >.>

this is stupid.... and it makes me look stupid...

and everytime she'll say "哭设么哭！" (cry for wad?!) in a fierce tone.. which i don't even know why.
WHY ASK ME?!?!?!?

2008-04-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

i've just watched finish Death Note 2: the last name on channel U.
it all ended too quickly!!! i was hoping to see more battle between light and L.
it's a pity that rem died.
and i certainly didn't expect ryuk to be un-neutral in the end, i always thought he's neutral.

2008-04-13T19:50:00.004+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHuDTWQxhds

i dun really like maple vids. but this is the best i've seen so far. it's good, but i feel that the whole vid can still be improved.

this vid make me love the song.

2008-04-12T23:52:00.004+08:00

these are totally my dream bedroom *drools*
http://www.seikatsuzacca.com/romantic/index.html

2008-04-12T21:58:00.004+08:00

today, i watched a documentry (the blue beyond) on a dolphin called Stefania on Animal planet.

i really pity stefania. She's held captive for 11 YEARS IN A SMALL TANK. when i said small, i really mean small. too small for a dolphin. (imagine swimming in circles everyday)
and the small tank paralysis dolphin's ultrasound abilities.

why must people be so selfish and held a wild animal in captive?? >.>
they are not called wild animals for nothing you know >.>

cruel people.... but not as cruel as those who killed dolphin for consumption. they killed it in a very very cruel way. one of the way they use is skinning them to death.

i seriously think humans shouldn't have exsisted (including me)....

2008-04-11T15:55:00.001+08:00

surprisingly quite true..

What Li Ping Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

next week is orientation camp.
4 days 2 night. *dies*

and worst of all...
ah pek kor retirement day clashed with black alice grand opening day. * dies even more *

2008-04-10T19:24:00.001+08:00

very no mood nowdays.
no money, no life.

*head desk*

more business please....

2008-04-08T15:06:00.002+08:00

i just want a simple pink phone that can take photos. WADS SO DIFFICULT ABOUT IT??????

it's always after i signed a contract then they will produce a pink phone that i like, so now my contract is over and i finally spotted a pink phone and now they tell me they stopped producing the pink phone?????

i wish singapore is like japan, where pink phone is everywhere.

>.>

2008-04-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

>.>
today is like screwed.

my favourite nail art sticker got stucked to the piece of plastic. i tried to pull it out, but i end up destroying it =.=

so i went our to buy another one, and the same thing happened >.>

2008-04-06T19:18:00.003+08:00

i went out wih peiyi, gene, tiff, slyvia and jun feng yesterday.

i said to myself that i will not buy anything besides food, but....
i still end up buying a cardigan, and a pair of socks >.>
*kills self*

our shoe....

2008-04-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

nom, nom, nom....

i'm had this for breakfast today (cause there's nth left for me to eat at home)

but i didn't know it can.....uh....

make me grow rabbit tooth O-O.

nom, nom, nom......