Sunday, November 01, 2009
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i feel like im suffering from emotional breakdown at the moment.
i just cry and cry and cry non stop
after chris made me realised that all i've been trying to do all my life, is to get away from reality.
i wear lolita becuz i want to escape from reality
i love animations, becuz they'r often exaggerated.
i can only express myself in the virtual world.
i really feel useless.
and my life has no meaning.
im really a sheep, follow here and there.
i agree to what ppl say becuz im afraid of how ppl judge me.
they come to me when they'r upset becuz i agree with them, and it makes them feel better.
and it's just making things worst. im making it worst.
im only there to make things worst.
i try to get help but i'm just being a burden.
even by crying im a a burden to the earth by wasting tissues.
i waste the earth resources.
im really tired of living
things is always so complicated.
cry cry cry. all i do is cry. my brain is useless. even shits have uses. my brain is worst than shits.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
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long time no blog
im feeling a little depressed now
maybe its becuz i made my skirt a little too big
or maybe its becuz sch is reopening soon with worst to come
or maybe its becuz im jealous of someone
or maybe its becuz my friends in maple are all afking
or maybe its all added up together.
i tend to think too much.
on side note, i dont understand why ppl invite me to some event they organise when they dislike me. i dont get the point.
Friday, October 16, 2009
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upset. so upset.=.='
upset about ppl lying to me.
and after i came home mom told me she might need kidney dialysis.
i feel like i'm going through what spongebob gone through in the episode "best day ever"
wow a great turn of events in a day time.
this is one of the WORST evening ever.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
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if u think
i'm weak. think again
if u think every single person on the earth hates me, think again.
if you like to talk behind my back, you're most welcome to do so. and for every sentence you said about me, i'll say thank you to you. :)
beacuse u cared for me so much that u are willing to spent a fraction of your life talking about me. :)
if you want the wind to take me away, fat hope becuase i'm not as light as u think. unless there's a tornado that wipes the whole entire singapore, which i think it will take u away too :).
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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srsly do u have no topics to talk about with your friends or do u just love to bitch about people?aww.. you can always watch more news for a better topic you know. :)
me acting cute?
please provide evidence and justify ur point of view. cuz i dont see how wearing cute dresses is called acting cute. cuz if that's how u think, its the same as u going cosplaying and its call acting jap.
disgrace to lolita world?
please call ur witness, provide ur prove and evidence and justify your point of view. thanks =)
ugly?
you dont look better than be, because if u do, i dont see ur blog as popular as dawn yang and i dont see you winning beauty pagent nor do i see u wining american's next top model.
if u think i look so hideous, u have a choice u know. u can walk away or close your eyes. srsly nobody ask u to look at me.
my voice sounds like witch?
again u have a choice, u can walk away. moreover earplugs are available for free in the workshop on level 1 incase u didnt know.
u hate me because i'm a loner?
what's wrong with you? u should be happy isnt it? since u hate me so much :)
i like being a loner, and i dont see how or why it bothers you. if it does, please justify your point of view and provide evidence thank you.
i hurt your friend?
tell me how. i wanna know.
acting as if nothing happened?
tell me, what makes u think i'm acting.
please provide your evidence to justify your point of view. thank you :)
oh and about the "nobody cares for me", thank you so much for being the nobody who cared to notice me on how i dress and so on :)
Friday, July 10, 2009
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
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finally gets holidays.
time to get my beauty sleep. FINALLY WOOT!
Friday, April 10, 2009
