Saturday, October 30, 2010
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soooo... the other class have the best lecturer and the best sewing machines available for them, and what do we get?
dont even have a proper machine to sew chiffons.
i know i may sound like im jealous, and i admit that. but i'm more of angry with my damn life.
doing good deeds doesn't necessary give u good rewards
life isn't fair either
im so tired of life. living is like shit.
so what if you can experience joy and laughter? only where theres pain and suffering, then u can experience joy and laughter. i rather not have both. why must i live for so long, i dont see the point.
life is shit.
FML
Saturday, October 30, 2010
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sometimes i really don't understand why people can can angry over small little things in life. if they can get angry over this, i really cannot imagine how they survive in the working world when they graduate. or perhaps they just express their anger on their close friends only, thinking that we wouldn't mind at all.
so i admit that its my fault in the first place.but i am a human too, i forget things, especially when i haven't slept well for days rushing for my assignment, i am not a robot. you too will forget things, but did i ever blamed you for forgetting? and did i ever showed any attitude towards you for it?
your ignorance made many upset, you blamed yourself and regret after that. When problem comes, you are upset, you rant, you complain. we give you solutions, you doubt our solutions, you never listen, we give up, and the same thing starts all over again. we will get tired.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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sometimes i really don't understand why people can can angry over small little things in life.
if they can get angry over this, i really cannot imagine how they survive in the working world when they graduate. or perhaps they just express their anger on their close friends only, thinking that we wouldn't mind at all.
so i admit that its my fault in the first place.but i am a human too, i forget things, especially when i haven't slept well for days rushing for my assignment, i am not a robot. you too will forget things, but did i ever blamed you for forgetting? and did i ever showed any attitude towards you for it?
your ignorance made many upset, you blamed yourself and regret after that. When problem comes, you are upset, you rant, you complain. we give you solutions, you doubt our solutions, you never listen, we give up, and the same thing starts all over again. we will get tired.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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URGH!
WHO THE BLOODY HELL TOOK MY $20 CURVE RULER!!!!!???!?!?!
CANT U BUY UR OWN RULER?
I NEED TO USE MY OWN MONEY TO BUY TOO U KNOW! ITS NOT BLOODY HELL FREE!
IDIOTS CANT BUY THEIR OWN RULER AND TAKE OTHER PPL'S RULER!
SCREW YOU!
Sunday, May 02, 2010
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i love love love this picture.
the lighting and setting is awesome!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
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the weather is so BLOODLY HOT!!!!!!!!
we are gonna be BAKED ALIVE TILL JUNE GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 12, 2010
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My Birthday Celebration '10
Labels: 2010, birthday, lolita
Monday, March 08, 2010
Sunday, November 01, 2009
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i feel like im suffering from emotional breakdown at the moment.
i just cry and cry and cry non stop
after chris made me realised that all i've been trying to do all my life, is to get away from reality.
i wear lolita becuz i want to escape from reality
i love animations, becuz they'r often exaggerated.
i can only express myself in the virtual world.
i really feel useless.
and my life has no meaning.
im really a sheep, follow here and there.
i agree to what ppl say becuz im afraid of how ppl judge me.
they come to me when they'r upset becuz i agree with them, and it makes them feel better.
and it's just making things worst. im making it worst.
im only there to make things worst.
i try to get help but i'm just being a burden.
even by crying im a a burden to the earth by wasting tissues.
i waste the earth resources.
im really tired of living
things is always so complicated.
cry cry cry. all i do is cry. my brain is useless. even shits have uses. my brain is worst than shits.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
i love love love this picture.
