tis princess is the greatest fan of S.H.E. n yet i couldn't go to the autograph session ytd at IMM cuz nobody's going wit me!
i'm so totally sad abt it...
but at least i get to listen to their inteview on radio YES 93.3
if i went to the autograph i probably wouldn't get to listen to the interview cuz my stupid phone has no radio!
well..come to tink of it, its better to listen to their interview on radio
cuz i love to listen to them talking, dey(i mean hebe & ella) r hilarious...
i dun realli like selina...
i want to go to today's fan meeting session at tampinese mall but ticket is needed.
the onli way to get tickets is by lucky draws on magazine, radio, newspaper n so on.
i totally taken part in all the luckydraw i saw, but i'm always unlucky n i couldn't get any tickets...
waaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to meet S.H.E.!!!!!!!!

today i went shopping with mom....
we went to sun plaza lor..there so sian de
sun plaza onli can shop tis fashion n the shoe shop onli...
somemore tis time all the clothes at the this fashion not nice de.
the shoe quite nice but mom says not nice...
den we went causeway point aft tt.
after today tink i'm gonna gain weight again(i dunwan!!!!!!) cuz there's no nice clothes to buy, so i buy shushi n chocolates.
den i decided to eat dinner at home to save $$, hu noes my mom go buy KFC for dinner!!!(she went home eariler)
den ytd dinner i ate black pepper crab!!!
n now she asked me if i want to eat the left over crab!!!!
i want to eat!!! but i rejected the crab lor!!
if i carry on eating i will become pig liao..
anyway i'm full already ma..

when i shop alone at cwp after my mom went home...
ok i admit is through out the whole shopping esp after mom went home n when i heard shops playing backstreet boys n n'sync de song.
i felt like there's a little empty hole inside me..dunnoe y
den shop untill half way will tink of leo.
n den hoping i could met him at cwp although i tink is a bit impossible since leo is having 'O' lvl soon.
well...nvm...
feel abit like chatting with him but i tink he studying so i better dun disturb.
anyway i also dunnoe wad to say to him since i'm so not good at talking to boys.

i'm realli angry n sad now.
i juz wanna chiong maple story to lvl 70 so i can play n exprience 3rd job before the start of next yr.
next yr i'm gonna like play like once a mth.
n den my bro n parents dun even understand me!
dey say i addicted to it!
n dey like den suggest to del my maplestory!!!!!
do dey even noe wad am i doing???
dun understand den anyhow accuse ppl!!!!!!!!
like i dunnoe next yr is o lvl like tt!!!
I'M NOT RETARD OK! MY BRAIN IS LIKE STILL FUNCTIONING!!!! HELLO!!!!!
I KEEP PLAYIN LIKE HRS IS CUZ I DIED N LOSE EXP N DEN CANNOT LVL UP!
I'M TRYING TO PLAY N UP 20% EACH DAY! WHICH IS ESTIMATED TO 2HRS!
HU CAN PREDICT IT DIE! IF DEY CAN PREDICT DEN DEY R NOT HUMAN LER OK!
I AM REALLI DYING OF HEART ATTACK HERE!
IT'S NOT LIKE I DUN WANT TO STOP OK!
DEY DUN EVEN PLAY MAPLESTORY OR GO THEIR WEBSITE TO SEE, WAD DO DEY UNDERSTAND AT ALL!
ITS NOT LIKE I PLAY UNTILL I DIN STUDY!!!!
HELLO ITS AFTER EXAM NOW! CAN'T I EVEN RELAX FOR LIKE HALF A MTH!


I RATHER DIE IN MY OPERATION!!!!

ytd i got a last minute call frm shermin to inform me of the performance today n tmr.
but it was also cancelled the last minute today..
lucky i bring my thermometer(phew!), if nt i won't get my report bk today.
although we dun get to peform, we get to go for a tour in republic poly today^^.
we go around n tour but we din get to eat the food! -_-
but nvm at least i get to go to the 7-11 to buy a pack of hello kitty candy(juz in case i hab car sick).

den after our tour, we went back to sch n watch performance in the hall.
sit untill my legs all numb.
den after 2 performances, sch dismiss!(YAY!)
i luv the next part!
me n shermin dicided to go to the library to borrow bks but shermin wants to wait for her sis 1st. den we went canteen to eat lor.
n den we saw leo's bag, candice n shermin keep pushing me to sit the table infront of it!
den no choice lor...den when we got back to our sit he's already back to his sit.
his back was facing me. how i wish it was his face tt face me.
den i smiled at him den he neber saw!
i dun dare to hi cuz he's with his two friend, besides i tink he din even notice me.
but nvm at least i got to see him.
den he leave the canteen before us.
candice went for her prefect meeting n we head for the library lor.
n den i saw him talking to a teacher outside the staff room(2nd floor).
den we walked up the stair n den i keep pointing at leo n like big deal.
hu knows shermin purposely go n walk along the staff room n go up the other stairs to the library!
den i was like so paisei lor but happy^^ cuz i get to see him again!
den shermin says i'm very helpful de.
den i say is sabo or help. den she say both -_-.
n den ltr we found out tt we cannot borrow bks lor.how r we gonna survive the holiday!
nvm...



here's my result:

eng---------52(C6)
chinese-----61(B4)
A-Maths-----48(D7) =.=
Maths-------62(B4)
Bio---------64(B4)
Chem--------54(C6)
Physis------54(C6)
humanities--46(D7) =.=

total:441/800
percentage: 55.1%
class position: 35/41
lvl position: 101 =.=

L1R4: 24
L1R5: 31

conduct: very good
comments: Li Ping is generally quiet in manner, although one will not take long to discover her amiability and warmth when one gets to know her better. She is able to maintain personal equilibrium in stressful situations.



the comment so chim. =.=
have to look up for amiability.
yea.. like real... i can maintain personal equilibrium in stressful situations.
i dunnoe how much i hav to eat(esp chocolates) to maintain personal equilibrium in stressful situations.
i ate too much...getting fatter -_-

today's uncle visit was quite terrible.
suprisingly uncle john wong came too, too bad he din bring yan zhi n zhen zhi with him, i juz love the two brother.
they r so kind n caring, unlike the two brothers which came today.
uncle john showed us all the pics he taken at my aunt's hse in malaysia.
he's quite gd at photography.

n came the uncle ah sai(not shit) with his family juz when i was enjoying my lunch =.=
n den uncle john was asking abt if dey decided on keeping hamsters.
n den uncle ah sai's wife said tt dey hab some kind of respiratory disease n dicided not to let them keep pets with fur(thank goodness!)
but the two brothers juz HAV TO TORTURE MY HAMSTER!
dey were told by their mom not to get so close to my hamster but DO U TINK DEY WILL LISTEN?
u see i can't keep my hamster save in my room in time cuz i tot i could put it in my room after lunch.
but dey din manage to open the cage thx to uncle john.
uncle john gave his hamster cage to me.
his cage is exactly the same as mine except tt the door hab a lock.
so i changed the door immediately aft uncle john gave it to me(phew!).
ok, tis is wad dey did: dey shake the cage, dismantled the wheel, corupted the water bottle, threw food on my hamster, threw woodshaving at my hamster.
i nearly died of heart attack!
so when i saw i walked over n threw them a distasteful look, n dey run away.
so sat at the comp which is very near to xiao hui(my hamster).
n everytime dey get near xiao hui, i throw dem a distasteful look n dey run away.
n den the last attempt he tried to do sth to xiao hui for today was when i shot dem a look n dey ran n the big bro knocked the face on the sofa hard(serve him right!).
the big bro cried n cried, n my mom bring his mom medical oil.
n its painful the rub oil on the bruise, he was crying like hell(serve him right, hah! i'm evil -_-)
his little bro sit stay quiet n inactive after the incident.
n den his mom was saying next time den bring dem here to play again(i hope NOT!).
but i reali hope he leart his lesson(fat hope! i noe dey never learn! -_-)

poor xiao hui.. haiz...he already suffered enough, having a turmor n all tt. n now he is totally scared my them, n ran into his room.
heartless beings. 没良心!!!!

wah seh today so unlucky..

rite on the start of the sch, out trip to republic poly was cancelled.
n den we end up watching boring soccer n netball tornament.

n den i dun even noe y my thumb got hurt(inside the nail). so painful lor.

n den i went for appointment at KKH n tot i cold take pic of the paper cranes hanging on strings(it was beautiful!)
but it was raining n the sky was all grey, its all dark, the pic won't be nice.
n den went i was taking my weight for the appiontment,n i found out tt i'm getting fatter!

n den i went to causeway point n den saw candice
n she told me she saw leo, but i din saw him.
den i want to buy maple card n it's all sold out.

n den i decided i went home to check the newspaper on my zodiac for my luck today, n i found out there was no paper!

i hate today!
at least muz let me see leo ma! how can fate be so cruel to me? i mean if i'm not going to meet leo, y tell me he's there?

wah lao! i juz found out my uncle coming tmr! i hate his sons! dey always torture my hamster!!!! ahhh!!!!!!!! i hate it!
juz when i tot i could enjoy a good holiday, everytink turn out bad!!!
Y? Y? Y? WHY?????????????????

haiz....
my eng fail...
eng 23/50(compre)
maths 50/80(paper1)

phy haben check papers yet..
if i fail it, i'm gonna die.

abt ytd dinner's
wa seh! i feel so embarrassed standing at the mrt station waiting for aunty may!
everybody is looking at me!
and the dinner?
the dinner is not tasty at all!
onli the chicken meat and the pumpkin soup is acceptable out of all the 5 dishes.
most of the dishes are sweet in taste and u feel very sick of it after you ate 1/3 of it.
its like the feeling u get when u ate too much cream.
after the the desert, chocolates were served(no kidding!).
chocolates like those u buy packaged in boxes.
i like the the dark chcolate.
my fav of all is the cheese bun.
they serve a varity of buns but it's not part of the dishes, it was left on the table throughout the whole dinner.
too bad they din refill more cheese buns instead dey refill with other buns =(
oh ya...
can u believe it?
i actually shook mr and mrs president nathan's hand!
and he actually talked to us and took picture with us!
my right hand is realli precious, it shook ella(S.H.E.) hand and mr and mrs president nathan's hand!
haha.
but i broke the law tt nite, i went home after the 11pm curfew.haha.
its a gd tink i look mature(for sometimes onli).
i reached home at 12.05am. hah.

abt today's field trip to Aerogreen farm.
ok..it's a farm tt grows veg using aeroponics
we hav to do a project on it.
n den halfway on the tour arond farm, my stupid camera ran out of batt!
n den i onli took quite little pictures onli.
but nvm at least i took all the pic of the aeroponic farm.
the pictures i din realli took much is the spice garden in a small portion of the farm.
n den we tasted lettuce juice.
i din noe tt dey gave it for free n i actually go n buy it for $1.50!!!!!!
hazel realli starts to get on my nerve. i mean she kept one free lettuce juice for shermin.
n she din even tell me i can get it for free!!
but nvm when i went to get the free ones, there was no left over.
oh well...at least i'm not the onli one who stupidly bought the juice.
the juice realli tasted weird on ur 1st glup but it tasted ok after tt.
i was having car sick during the trip home n realli felt like throwing up all the lettuce juice but luckily it didn't.

when we went back to sch n was having our recess guess who i was! Leo!
i hope he din see me. i have my hair looking like a lion after the trip, i realli looked ridiculous!
as long as i saw him, i'm happy already.
so after our special late recess, we was supposed to go to hall n watch opera(no kidding!).
i realli dun mind watching it but the sound system was way too loud(i tot i was going deaf).
so i with shermin escape it by going to the P6 open house chinese orchestra performance.
luckily the performance haven't ended, we were juz in time for the last performance.
and after tt, we were juz in time for dismissal!


hmm...i realli wonder wad happened to rynna. she haven't went online for almost a week! i wonder if her comp spoiled.

okey...
so today's performance was a disaster...
the drum was too soft..
suona din start on time...
erhu n cello was out of tune...
me? i played wrongly on some parts...

well...my EOY was a disaster too...
i failed a-maths & geo.

chinese 62/100(P1&P2)
a-math 59/80
e-maths 59/80
bio 60.5/100
chem 51/100
geo 18/50

for geo, i do the wrong question, i was supposed to choose 1 out of 2 questions.
n i did both n had no time left for the last question =.=
for a-math, almost half the class fail cuz the setter mr cheng "kay kiang".
for chem, out of 41 students 19 failed, cuz it's real difficult.i'm lucky to hav passed.
i realli hope my overall for SA2 can help me pull up my marks.
if not i'm realli dead!


haiz.. holiday still got classes frm 8 to 12, without break in between -__-

CRY!!!!!

ooh....my feet hurts frm all the shopping at orchard...
okey..so i did mangaged to get a super nice dress for the dinner..
i hard a hard time finding a dress tt i realli like...
it cost me $58.90 but it is realli worth it...
well at least it cost half the price of those prom dress tt looks realli formal n you can't realli wear it on any other occasion except for prom and very formal dinner.
at least mine is not so formal..
i think if next yr we r having graduation prom i'm gonna wear it^^
i dunnoe how in the world am i going to wear it out to shopping thou. the dress is quite long(juz below knee), i dunnoe how to make it realli imformal.
if its shorter i can wear a jeans inside and u have informal outlook.
but i tink i can still wear a long jeans inside.
the problem is i dun hav long jeans. =(
i onli hab 3/4 pants.

i luv going orchard!
cuz i get to go sanrio gift shop at takashimaya(i only admire them, too ex).
and den i can eat my fav snacks at takashimaya.
i can do lots of shopping but its hard to find one tt i like.

i luv going bugis too!
cuz dey hav ALL my fav snacks(well almost all)
and it also hav a ahop tt sells sanrio char stuff(i only admire them, too ex).

so the best think abt shopping is...
u can exercise after eating all my fav snacks
ahhahaha!

i can't wait to go shopping with rynna!


but there's one tink i realli dun understand.
y every time i go out tis few weeks,
the haze will worsen to PSI 100+.
i realli dun get it.

wahh!!
i was so looking forward to the shopping spree..
but today poor rynna was having headache..
thursday is the dinner liao..
i dunnoe wad am i going to wear..sobs

tuesday is marking day n i still have to go back to sch when eveybody else expect for chinese orchestra members muz go school for pratice.
n den wed, we have to perform for graduation concert..
but i tink the 5NA won't be going..
sobs...den cannot look out for leo T-T
i'm so nervous for the concert>.<
we 1st yr having chinese orchestra n den mr chan wan us to get at least a silver for next yrs FYS ler..sobs
and den i always play wrongly when i got nervous =(
i hope i dun play badly

tmr is the last paper ler..
which is math paper 1, i hope i dun ruin it.
good luck to me!
haha.


our chinese orchestra performing song(tai yang) for FYS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEhkho6nyvs

dey played so well >.<

okay.....
i tink i'm gonna die when i get my result slip back....
i tink i did badly...
but at least exams are over rite?

5 days of exams non-stop and wad did i ended up with..
hmm... lets see...
i end up with a stupid cut on my finger,
lots of pimples on my face,
my face now look like a bun(i tink it grew fatter),
i grew fatter,
wad else....
oh ya...big dark circles on my eye,
big baggy eye bags and
my backbone feels like it's gonna break!

i look so ugly now!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugly ugly ugly!
help!!!!!!!!

okok...i noe most of u(like Rynna XD) dun get wad i mean for the plam tink.
so i decided to re-explan it in pt form. XD
1. clap hand
2. pretend ur plam is a book n open it
3. see your horizontal plam line which is below ur last 3 fingers.
4. see if the line joins the line on the other plam.(don't join it intentionally!)
5. if it joins, congrats to u...cuz i means tt u have met the person hu u will marry
6. if it is near joining..it means u will meet him/her soon
Warning!: Do not clap more than 3 times a day!

get it?
if not..nvm i will show it to u personally!
Note: tis is onli applicable to those who i noe.
hahaha


today i feel stupid..
cuz leo smiled at me n den i din see it X(
cuz i was busy studying on my notes.
den my friend told me, luckily he haben left yet.
so i stupidly sort of wave at him n say hi when he walked past.
and i also stupidly slap on my friend's shoulder when i saw him, n den i go all stupidly like a mad person.
how stupid can i look? X(
and den for the geo exam i lose 15 marks!!!!!
all becuz i'm slow. ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh ya i forgot to mention on my mid-autumn festival.
but nth much to mention..
u want to noe how i celebrate?
i juz lit my powerpuff girls (bubbles) paper lanterns(i have2) n hang it on the lundary pole in my balcony.
den i sit there 60% watching TV, 10% studying and 30% playing with candles n admiring my lanterns.
n den i wrote leo's name with the hot wax(i noe i'm crazy) on the old newspaper.
n den u can't even see the moon becuz of the stupid haze.
and now i must wait another 8yrs before i can even c a perfect moon again!!! argh!
y can't dey juz buy a damn land n clear the land using other methods!!! wad for go BURN the forest!!!! n now becuz of haze i keep on having headache!

i'm tired of all exams n study!
i want a break!!!!!
but have to endure 4 more exams for the next 3 days ahead..
i want to die liao ler la...

den now becuz of stress i have pimples all over my face!
n den i grew fatter becuz of stress!!!
have to jian fei liao la..
frm 42kg to 43kg den now 44.5kg!!!!
frm 24inch to now 26inch!!!!!
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1...2...3....4. 4 pimples!!!
ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


today my friend told me if u clap ur hand n open ur plam(dun separate ur plam after claping!),
if the line on ur plam connects perfectly to ur another plam
it means the person u will marry next time is someone u have met..
if its near the to connecting, it means u will meet him or her soon.^^
mine connects perfectly!!^^
but dey say cannot clap more than 3 times a week(or was it a day? i forget)
but i dunnoe untill dey tell me..but too late..already clap for more then 3 times liao -_-
For the 2nd clap, my plam line does not connect.
Oh well..nvm i believe in my 1st clap^^

anyway have to start on my geography liao-_-
already 4.15pm liao n i onli studied the 1st page-_-
have to study^^
must listen to him ma
he ask me to go study^^


good luck to all of u for the plam thing & for ur exams^^

today so happi^^
leo said hi to me!
he smiled at me!!!!!

*see..i'm going crazy all over again-_-

ytd rynna drew a sketch for me!
the sketch is NICE!!!!
i love it^^
den i kept looking at it(esp leo) during class. haha
admiring da work ^^
thx Rynna!


today i accidentally deleted all my post in my c-box..
i feel like strangling myself..
how sotong can i be-_-

but nvm rynna tried to flood the c-box liao..
u see....
realli is flooded haha.

u know...
sometimes, i realli hate my fate..

u see...
having ur friends ignoring you is already bad enough.
and then u juz have to see ur friends talking n laughing with even the one they dislike, while u r walking home from sch..
n dey didn't even notice me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU SEE!!! even the person dey dislike IS FAR MORE BETTER THAN ME!!!!

I realli dunnoe when am i going to explode into tears...
i tink...it will not be long....
but i realli dun wan dem to see me crying..
cuz dey will tink tt i'm trying to get attention frm everybody(I'm NOT)...
n den dey will hate me even more!
lots of ppl tink i'm trying to get ppl's attention cuz i cried too much.(tt's wad i tink)
everytime when i cannot take it n i cried, it always MUZ be infront of the class.
u want to know y?
CUZ PPL KEEP ASKING ME WAD HAPPENNED.(esp. candice)
n den i will tink of tinks n when i can't take it anymore i will cry.
n den ppl will tink i ACT!!!!

i can't take it anymore!!!!!
save me! plz...