there's both good news n bad new.
but more of the bad...

i'll say the bad news 1st.
the bad news is........
my xiao hui...
no hope ler T_T
my mom called her friends ytd to ask for the cost of bringing a hamster to a vet.
den her friend said if the hamster grew turmor, its NO USE bringing it to the vet.
cuz the vet will put it to slp FOREVER!(u know wad i mean)
waaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if ppl study to cure people den why can't dey study to cure a hamster!
we have mani ways to cure a person but NOT a hamster!!!
this is SO UNFAIR!!!!


ok the good news is...
leo wrote a testi for me to ask me to jia you for my exams!!!
i'm so happy!!!(for a moment)


when i tink of xiao hui, how can i be happy?


da world is unfair!!

i donnoe WHY in the world thing must go wrong when i tot i can stick with the friends whom i tot i can rely on?
i realli dunnoe..
do u noe?

i'm realli sick of my life
sick till i also dunnoe how to carry on with this entry..
but it's a good tink to have leo n rynna to cheer me up n to share my problems with..

tmr eoy starts..
maybe not bloggin till exams over..
i'm dieing liao

i donnoe WHY in the world thing must go wrong when i tot i can stick with the friends whom i tot i can rely on?
i realli dunnoe..
do u noe?

i'm realli sick of my life
sick till i also dunnoe how to carry on with this entry..
but it's a good tink to have leo n rynna to cheer me up n to share my problems with..

tmr eoy starts..
maybe not bloggin till exams over..

i donnoe WHY in the world thing must go wrong when i tot i can stick with the friends whom i tot i can rely on?
i realli dunnoe..
do u noe?

i'm realli sick of my life
sick till i also dunnoe how to carry on with this entry..
but it's a good tink to have leo n rynna to cheer me up n to share my problems with..

tmr eoy starts..
maybe not bloggin till exams over..

ok...
now i'm realli realli feel like crying out...
muz hazel show tt she doesn't like me anymore n she likes shermin better in front of ME?
giving n sharing a snack with Shermin n say tt "very nice eh. i kept one for you."
does she even care....
i realli feel like dashing out in the road n be knocked by cars that moment..
why does it have to be like this?
why do my life seems to be becoming more n more miserable?
i'm realli realli sick of my life and i'm sick of this world....
bad things always seems to happen much more than good things...
like ytd, i found out tt my xiao hui, my onli hamster left which i loved most, grew a tumor TOO!
i realli dunnoe wad to do, i noe my parents will never let me bring her to the vet,juz like wad happened to xiao hei.
cuz they will say it's a waste of $$!!!!!!!!
dey will say buying a new hamster is cheaper than bring it to the vet!!!
can dey b more curel!?
i mean it's the same as when ur own child is sick, u say tt u can always give birth to another one..


I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MY LIFE!!!
can i die!?


i realli think tt i need to go stress management more than hazel, which the teachers think tt she is realli stressed when she realli isn't.

haiz... i am realli realli tired...
tue still got chinese orchestra test...
the teacher bo liao de lor...
den mon got chem n geo test...
like EOY is not euough to kill me already....
some more give so mani homeworks...
want to die liao lar....

den tyrus the bao ya ask me go wad talks on improving compo...
dunnoe if i want go anot...
cuz my friends all dunwan to go, den nobody go with me..
can't dey have the talk earlier or later?
y muz it be on the EOY period.....
i want to improve my compo but den not realli by 3hrs talk!!!
i have considered going but nobody wants to go..
so if i go den i muz endure 3hrs of talk all by myself..





i'm pathetic.......

Oh NO!!!!!!
i said the wrong tink..
die liao lar...
me n my mouth!!!
i said tt ms chong never upload the slides at ask n learn,
den i said tt she says her comp spoil but den the slides for the lesson is quite long ago liao leh...
n den i forget ms loke is in the class...
den she good friend of ms chong...
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
die liao lar..

haaiz........
den tmr got tests...wed got test....thursday got test.....
i want to DIE LER!!!!!
HABEN'T STUDY LEH!!!
den tmr still got bio n chinese orchestra test!!!


*hope ms loke never tell ms chong >.<
ms loke..dun tell plz...pretend u never hear anytink.

ytd my bro cooked japanese curry.(the curry sauce was pre-made)
the curry was nice, better than any japanese curry i ever eaten.
n he cooked seaweed, not tt kind tt is dried n packed n seasoned n den u ate it as a tibit.
its tt kind tt is in its natural form.
it was very nice.


today dunnoe y feeling very tired n down...
n dun feel like chatting with anyone including leonel n rynna...
is it becuz i have to do my tons of homework which i haven't even do yet?
is it becuz i am going to have tests frm tmr till wed n i haven't study for it?
dunnoe....
but i'm certain tt i feel like sleeping n wish tt it is holiday rite now..
so i can play all day... n can go shopping with rynna......


i realli gave up already........
my comp is getting frm bad to worst
now my comp dun let me upload photos...
nvm, i after EOY den continue with renovating my blog...
i dun like the "love" word on the divider..
anyway the divider is not tt nice as the ones i have...
i wanted to change it to the dividers tt i have...
but my comp dun let me upload....
sigh....................

thx rynna!!
I LOVE MY BLOG
accept that wording of "i'm my own princess"
n the background...
but i can't realli blame u though, its hard to find one background tt i realli like
n for my comp can't realli acess it...
i have the keep refreshing the page!!!!!
den few seconds ltr the screen will onli show the background!!!!
but it looks nice overall!!

my comp sux!!!

i gave the bottle of stars to leo ytd but i did not give it personally though...
i asked someone to give...
i dunnoe how to give it to him ma..i mean tt time i give one chocolate den everyone spread lor....
den i dun dare give it to him especially infront of all his friends.....
my onli regret is tt i cannot see his facial expression on recieving it...
all my fault lor... i shuld have gave it pesonally...sigh...



so mani hw!!! omg how am i going to study for EOY????
siao de lor the teachers....
got bio FYS essay question, chem FYS den geo exam papers frm other sch...


den today the chinese orchestra teacher choose me as sectional leader tt means i'm a zhongruan ldr...
i also dunnoe y dey choose me...
i mean i'm not good at playing zhong ruan n den i dun realli pratice as much as some ppl...
weird rite?


hmmm.....so tired..
finally it's friday...can at least rest abit...
BUT...it also means EOY is nearer...sigh.....
gotta study study study!!!
jia you to everyone!!!!!!!
kambateh!!!!

hi ppl!!!
so sry tt i never blog tis few daes...
so busy after sch reopens....

on mon ok lar quite free actually
den tues ask 20 pupils per class go stupid SEAB exam survey no nid go CO den kana tis kind of tink
den dey count the paper so long lor..
we muz wait for dem to count finish...
dey say frm 2.45pm till 5pm den u noe dey count den say some ppl never hand in the OAS sheet den one by one call out den i wait untill 6.30pm den dey release me!!!!!!
den today muz stay back till 4.45pm for chem extra lesson.....
den the stupid chinese teachers today den tell us tt next week wed have test which consist of...lets see..hmm...44 成语, 29 谚语, 6 个课文...
plus chem test on monday for 2 chapt...
plus bio test on tues on one long chapt..
CAN DIE!!!!!!

haiz...........




den today get result slip haiz....
the results:
---------------test1----------test2-----------test3

eng-----------47.7%

chinese-------60.0%

add maths----80.0%---------50.0%----------75.0%

maths--------68.3%---------61.0%-----------66.0%

bio------------74.2%

chem---------63.3%

physis--------54.0%

combined-----80.0%---------52.0%-----------50.0%
humanities

remarks: Li ping is a quiet and diligent pupil. She is good-natured and gets along well with her peers.

*hey i'm realli not making out my remarks... dun believe can find me at class 3E1..




my eng sux......as u can see

n yea rite ms chong "i get along well with peers". like real... Hazel's avoiding me..

ya forgot to tell u ppl tt i saw leonel when i stepped into the sch tis morning....
but i could't say hi to him cuz his walking infront of me with his friends i tink...

n i've decided to fold lots of stars for him before his o' lvl starts to wish him good luck n i hope that it can realli bring him good luck =)




therefore on conculsion, i'm still dead...
the end...

y am i so stupid?????????
wah lao i got cheated in maple...1.5m
waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

but den lucky not real life haha if not i will jump down the building liao...

today feelling very down dunnoe y......
dun feel like doing anytink.........
well ok except for chatting with leonel n rynna......
if i have the $$$$ den i will feel like shopping with rynna.....
haha
oh! n eating all my fav japanese food..
tt should cheer me up.....

tt is if i have the $$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!
...........................

i'm sho happi!!!!!!!!!!!
leonel juz online today(although he said he will not online till prlim is over)........
but anyway i feel great to chat with him after so mani daes,
even if it was onli like a few sentences onli. =)


i'm back ALIVE !!!!.
=D

waaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
so fast sch want to reopen liao........
i still in holiday mood leh.....
den EOY want to come liao...haiz....


die ler X(

u muz be wondering y i blog early in the morning at 7.55am(+8 GTM) rite???

i'll tell you..
i dreamt abt leonel last nite. i have to rite it down incase i forget it(even though i tink i will never ever forget). i dreamt tt he seen my blog somehow n he kind of noe i like him n den he kind of like me too. i realli dunnoe whether to be sad or happy u noe. becuz ppl says tt dreams n reality r opposite. on the other hand the tickle.com interpreted my dreams n said tt my dreams r life rewarding(which i dunnoe in wad way r dey).




btw... another bad news..
doc comfirm tt i have to go stupid day surgery in 4 dec to take out stupid lumps in my body..
zzz....cannot stay overnight at hospital.....
if surgery at least muz overnite ma... den i get to eat hospital food again, it's realli nice n u get to choose wad u want to eat on the menu(onli in KKH)..unless u got a tag tt's say less salt or sth...mind u, their less salt= no salt= plain old tasteless porridge(yucks!!!)..




more homeworks.........sigh.................

hi people!!!
i'm so glad it's finally holiday!!! woah!!
finally!!! i can relax abit n rest!!!!!!!!
i slp untill so contented n my back is not so tired already.
sry for not bloggin tis few daes. i was chionging maple XD
one more lvl to wearing calaf ^^

but den, still nid to go back to sch during holidae =(
monday n tuesday nid to go back for x-tra classes in the morning till noon...
but den tt two daes i have stupid hospital appointment...
so i decided to cancel monday's appointment which is tmr..
if not i will miss 4 classes in a row X(
i'm so packed on tuesday, if i dun go appointment den i will have a-maths common test frm 7.30am to 8.30am, den 8.30am to 12.00pm have x-tra classes with a break in between, after that at 3.30pm till 6.30pm have chinese orchestra pratice...
n if i go for appointment i have to miss my x-tra classes n go for the test n maybe if get to sch in time i can go to the pratice..but i'm still deciding whether to go for the pratice...

sigh....another bad news is that THERE IS TOO MANI HOMEWORK!!!!!
i have 3 sets of maths paper to do, den i have to acess stupid asknlearn.com to do 2 stupid social studies essay, which my comp dun even wanna let me acess at all..
i'm so fed up with my comp!!!!!
n den i have to do bio five yr series....
n den in a months time, i will be sitting for end of yr exams...
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n den i dun have enough $$ to go out shopping during holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm backcrupt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to so SHOPPING!!!!!!
waaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wads more, i'm down with stupid flu!!!!!!!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




i'm realli dead X(
(how i wish i am)