today, i went to the salon with my mom to cut my hair.
my curls are all GONE. now my face looks really fat with that fringe on. >.>

i never knew a confession can make me feel so miserable.

it even make me forgot about my tamagotchi for the WHOLE DAY. and it just died >.>
and it even makes my brain malfunction. I CAN'T THINK PROPERLY. i can't even type properly.

luckily ah pa kosmo went to meet me today. if not I'll just go crazy. thanks to kosmo pa my brain is thinking straight and right again(at least 90% is back).

now that's left is the EXTERMINATE the problem once and for all.

last saturday was the preview for NDP 08.
it started to rain halfway through the preview. and because of the damn lighting they have to cancel a few plan stuns( including the heart stun i was anticipating for).
the fireworks was gorgerous. it was the 1st time ever watching fireworks in the rain, and also near the sea. the fireworks seems to blast on top of the sky right above my head. it was stuningly BEAUTIFUL!
i didn't get wet for nothing.

ytd we all wanted to go for the fireworks again actually, but THERE WAS NONE. sux.

this block SUX like shit.

i'm so stressed out.
and i have a dumb leturer who likes to make people stay back for nothing.
if it isn't for her, i would have finished my damn final piece for textile manipulation module


for some reason, i tend to crave for sweet pasteries these few days. i spent all my pocket money on food. >.>
the day before yesterday, i bought 1 apple pie from Mos burger.
yesterday, i bought 6 strawberry musli bars.
today, i bought strawberry shortcake.

what is this sudden sweet tooth of mine.

why is veron a lectuer? i don't understand WHY?
oh please, just because she has a stupid certificate she can be a lecturer?
come on, she knows nothing, if it isn't wilson she can't even survive.

her purpose is to make people spoil their work, THEN scold them.

why can't wilson be a lecturer? he's much more experienced. it's the experience that counts ok. so ehat if he dosn't have a cert. at least he guide people to make people's work nicer and NOT spoil people's work.

they seems to be very not interested in my art piece when i present it. i feel so lousy now. i feel like as if I'm being bashed down to the ground from half-way up the ladder. it's so demoralising.


sometimes i ask myself " am i really making the right choice choosing where i am now?"
i am really the jack of all trades but master of none. it seems that i'm not really good at anything.