ytd i was chionging maple. so nth much to blog about =x.
oh ya. ytd's news abt odex. ODEX CAN'T SUE PPL ON THIER OWN LER!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!! happy~~

today i went shopping with my mom. she see the price everything also dunwan to buy le. lol. so she only end up buy a red dress for $16 for CNY. i see the designs den dunwan to buy ler. everything same not unique at all. i like lolita better. hehe.

that song that i happened to heard during SOY, juz keep repeating(the chorus part) in my head..

"just run away, just run away..."

but i can't seems to find the song. oh nvm.....


doing bussiness is hard. haix..
ask customers to pay deposits also hard. i already bought the materials yet she haben pay deposits. she said she will transfer the $ last wk, till now stil hab not recieve.
another one said she will collect the things last month, yet till now still haben collect.
argh.. so fed up...

today SOY was quite fun.
But....
my shoe has 2 sratches!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF sia!!!
heart pain T_T

my foot damn pain la...

and my customer forgot to bring the $. =.=
so now no $ earned.

my shoe.... T_T

my blog is not dead slience any more. haha
i add a playlist of songs from various studio ghibli's movie.

studio ghibli is a japanese company that produces Howl'smoving castle , spirited away, etc...

yes, its all produced by them. they rox eh.

looks like i'm gonna find thier movies on9 to cheer myself up today.

i passed everything, so wad? i still can't get into the course i want.

now i'm left with these options:

1) choose other course that i dun like but fits my points
2) go to JC and get into the last class, and worry about general papers.
3) start working and forget about school.
4) commit suiside
5) retake o levels


and dun worry, i'll never choose option 3 and 4.

i'm not sad, but emoing.

life is full of shit.

ytd damn emo la....
dun even feel like bloggin.
i have absolute no hope in getting wadever results that will at least let me get into a course i that i like.

and ytd, i din expect hazel to call. and we talked from 11+ pm to 4+ am.it was probably the longest time i ever talked on phone.
the talk made me feel alot better towards the o level results, feel better abt mistakes that i made, but the thing is, it made me feel very bad as a friend. i mean she made me realised that i'm actually not giving her wad a good friend should give. and i didn't realise this all these time.
she told me about this friend that changed her(in a good way) and make her feel happy.
i guess i'm too blinded by myself...really blinded
all these time i have thought that i'm her good friend, but now i realise that she was a good friend to me, but i'm not good enough for her. thats how i feel.

emo~~~~
haix... 2 more days to my dooms day....
i'm going INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!


finally... got ppl ordering things frm me. no orders for the past 2 weeks. finally got a order!!!!!!
hope i can raise enough funds before the BTSSB paris window JSK comes. T_T

*emos*

wee!!!!!!!!! finally can access my pupe girl website again!!!!!!!!!
(a website to post ur barang barang)
its a japanese website. its mostly in japanese and partly english.


heres mine:
http://pupe.jp/profile/wKLivwjZjL99/

wah lao eh.
thur o lvl result release!!! WTF!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!
my dooms day on thursday before SOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faints*

Aye...
y do my foot have to be one big one small.
damn that long toe.
now my left feet hurts when i wear that lolita shoe.
damn it.......
argh!!!!!!

Photos of wadever new things mentioned in the previous post.

today i went rushed to black alice to buy that BTSSB shoe.
OMG so nice!!!!!!!!!!! i've been wanting that shoe for a LONG LONG time
but another SGD 215 fly from my pocket. sobs sobs.

i wanted to buy tt BTSSB socks de, but bo lui liao. sob sob.

den i went to sugar and buy nail art stuff. one lace sticker and one ichigo sticker..

and den rushed home to try tt shoe with my new lolita dress. omg so nice!!!!!!!!
but my feet hurts......(as tim says" which lolita shoe wuldn't hurt")

den i was way bored so i went to do my nail art. and i found out the ribbon sticker spoiled. T_______T
oh well........ nvm....
i love my design very much....... but.........
the sticker half came off...
keep putting nail polish..... now like sai......... T_____T

as i say..... life is full of shit...

ytd i went to pass the alice bow to ojou. and then me and ah pek went to find kknm shop.
walk untill like hell den reach the stupid sunshine plaza.
the sun is like damn hot la!
den stuipd sia, the shop the signboard din put KKnM.
den i called up ah pet for help. den she passed her hp to her doc claude
claude says the shop signboard puts "设么店"
i was like " =.=llllllll"
wtf sia.
finally found the shop!!! and den.....
alastor was sold out!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and they told me they onli import one and onli once =.=

fine......
so me and ah pek walked frm KKnM to atsuki. den we accompany lolipop.
i was bored and went to try on tt lolita and ended up buying it. zzzzzz
bo lui arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then......
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muz keep secret u noe.... :P

bebe's dog died...
she's so sad... really sad...
i'm so not good at consoling people...
i tried consoling her many times but she is still very sad..
she said to us that she's ok now. i realli hope so.

i really hope i can make all my props and costumes in time for cosplay matsuri.
i really really hope i'll not be cosfucking and get flamed by cosplayers.
haix...

today i went to sheng shiong supermarket and bought alot of goodies home for CNY.
hope to grab more goodies soon. x.x

have to save for cosplay costume liao x.x
$ fly... heart pain T.T

today i rushed for ojou-sama's alice bow in the morning.
i couldn't find anything to eat for breakfast, so i occupied myself with sewing the alice bow to forget the hunger.
time seems to be moving slowly. i thought that it'll be afternoon after i finish sewing.
so i went online, but so little friends were online. felt so bored and empty.

3.05pm....my luck begins to turn bad
i went to the busstop to go cwp, to pass eternalsnow's alice bow. i boarded the bus and found that my ez-link card no longer give me a cohession fare, it's now a adult fare.
fine...
when i alight at woodlands interchange, i triped on the stairs and fell. my knee felt a stinging pain....
who cares? nobody does... only i care. i felt embarrased. but i still have to get up on my own and move on.
after i passed the alicebow to eternal snow, i head towards atsuki @ suntec, to return cutepetz's shoe. i sulked in the MRT, but who cares? nobody does.. looked at my wound, skin off, almost bleed, and still stinging.
i hate my life.

it's claude's birthday today, me and cutepetz's went to his hse to celebrate his birthday after visiting atsuki. a chocolate prima deli cake..don't realli like the cream...

he's playing dota now.. so lonely....who care's? nobody does...accept me......

bad things happen, one after another.. this is call life...
i accept my fate... but i'm tired....
life is full of shit.(quoted from hazel)

.... duno...... dun ask me =.=

i think my luck really sux.
everything i do seems to be not " smooth sailing"
i wanted to buy my CNY clothes online.
i tired to order things online by paypal but cannot use.
so i tried to order from bodyline's batch but seems to be having some trouble.
and the clothes comes after CNY.
i juz wanted to get my clothes...wads wrg with wanting to have my clothes?
so fed up.. i'm tired already.... haix.

* YAWN *

can i dun update anot???
i lazy la.


i playing maplestory most of the time. nth special. so bored. ><
now doing a little bit of my own bussiness, selling lolita item at sgcafe forum.

oyasuminasai
sayonara.~~ *yawns*