喜欢他好难.
可是只要他快乐, 我就心满意足了.
只要让我这样的守护着他, 我就已经很感激了.
他早已把我变成了傻瓜,
一想到他就会傻笑,
一看到他就会疯狂.
已经无可救药了..
谁来救我??

today started out bad.
i lost my "拨片" (the tink use to play zhong ruan) during my chinese orchestra session.
the tink cost like $10++ u noe.
my brother gave it to me de.
lucky my bro din scold me.

but the day gets better.
my teacher allow all planners of the game to join in the pizza feast!
dey ordered canadian pizza. not bad actually but i still tink its not as good.
n den my mom ordered pizza hut when i came home from the pizza feast.
i'm totally full.

n den shuqi juz sent me the song "只对你有感觉" by hebe n fei lun hai.
i had a hard tym finding tt song.
now comes the best part!
i finally got to chat with leo!!
yippee!!!

hello ppl...
gd news to me!
leo came back frm holiday already!!! yay!!
i wanted to chat with him but he offline already.
maybe he's to tired from the trip.
rest well, leo. =)

today i met yang meng while i board the 969 bus with my mom.
she become more pretty liao. haha.
den we board mrt together.
at the platform, there's one weird uncle go n talk to us.
den the uncle tok crap. den we board the mrt liao the uncle go tok to other ppl.
we suspect he's crazy. haha

den me n my mom alight at sembawang to eat lunch.
i wish i didn't hav to alight, so i can chat with yang meng.

den we go KKH for eye check up after lunch.
i hate eye check up!
dey put eye drops to enlarge ur pupil, which makes ur eyes painful n it makes ur vision blur.
n the worst is that the eye drops last for 6-8 hrs.
i can't see properly!

now the stupid mosquito is buggin me!
got to shoo it away..

hello everyone!
i juz came back from the "senior citizen month dinner" at the woodlands CC.
dinner was okok lah..
dey din giv enough for everyone...
like me..i onli got 1 laddle-full of soup when everybody else got 2 laddle-full of soup.
but nvm...at least i'm realli full rite now...

ytd we had our Chinese orchestra(CO) "buffet cum games day".
i came 1 hour earily for the last 3 session of the CO pratice.
but for the last session i came earily n tot i could help out...
but NO.. dey went to eat lunch with teacher!!!!
n i sat there praticing zhong ruan all by myself n i din even hab my lunch!
n all the ppl hu help out on the games station can hav pizza on the next next pratice!!!
n wad abt those hu came earily for 2 days n plan games??? I WANT PIZZA!!!
my job was snatched away by miss wai u noe, its not like i dunwan to do my job or sth!!!
but at least it all paid off with a lucky draw 1st prize soup mug, rite??
yea rite... 1st prize is onli a soup mug, n miss wai said the prizes are attractive.
but nvm, my mom promissed me to buy me 2 large hawailian pizza from Pizza Hut.
hng...hu cares abt those pathetic ppl who onli got 1 or 2 pieces of pizza.(juz kidding, haha!)

oh ya.. candice said tt leo has gone oversea for holiday.
no wonder i din see him online since after his O level.

haiz....
i haven't seen leo online since his last paper.
maybe he noes abt the confession n tot tt i'm gonna connfess?
but i decided not to confess already.. =(

but i believe tt he's not tt kind of person tt will avoid ppl for tis kind of tink..

haix...
2/3 of my dream came true, so y can't the very important 1/3 of the dream can't come true...


ytd i saw the newspaper featuring Hello Kitty Hide & Seek Exibition!
i want tt limited edition hide n seek hello kitty, but it cost $200++!! =(
it's realli realli nice!!
i wanna go to the exibition!!!!!!
anyone wants to go with me? the entrance fee cost $16.90 .
i wanna go!!!!
*wishing leo would go with me* <-*flower eating*.


ytd i dreamt abt leo again.
i dreamt tt i gave him my hp number.
quite a stupid dream but at least i can see him in my dream. XD
weird huh..i always cannot rmb my dream but i can always rmb them when i dreamt abt leo.

ytd i forgot to add on my dad won a lousy hamper in a lucky draw.
the hamper consists os 3 canned fruits n the rest is snacks n there's a bottle of sparkling grape juice.
well... anyway at least he won sth..

so after all the most girls confess dun work n after much counting of things "to confess. not to confess.." tt kind of thing,
miss princess apple decided not to confess.
since he already noe i like him, n the countings always end up with "not to confess",
and all the advice given.

haiz...even candice can get his hp number by luck..
i dun even realli noe how to start up conversations..
sobs....
n i feel tt he onli lyk me as a friend.
i wanna cry!

my throat realli hurts untill now after much singing using my throat.
n i had diarrhoea juz now.
n i realli dunnoe what am i gonna do abt leo.
wad wrong with me??

opps sry sry...
neber update for 4 days.
i was too busy exploring the new map "zipangu" in maple.

ytd i went to X'mas party organised by fiona n friends.
n i got to noe sky, shikin & sharmaine(fiona's friends) throu tt party.
dey made balloon sulptures n i took the leftover unblown balloons n made teddies out of it.
dey were all snatching for the teddies. haha
but the balloons weren't long enough so i onli got to made the teddy without its legs, but dey want it anyway.
n den dey still din hab enough my teddies even thou i used finish all the balloons.
so dey bought me 2 new packets of balloons n ask me to make for them at fiona's friend bday party.
oh well....

here's a sample(teddie hug flower):



today i went ktv with fiona, sky n shikin.
sing untill i sore throat
den dey say i shuldn't use my throat sing i shuld use my diapharm.
dey shuld hav said tt earlier.
but nvm at least dey tell me.
n after tt we went shopping n i bought a earing i realli like.
n den while walking we chat, fiona told me most of the tym girl confess dun work.
so am i gonna confess???
tell me!!!!

wow...this is my 103th post.
haha. i din tink i can write tt much.

today started out miserable.
shermin called in the morning sounding all sicky.
she says she had fever n she wun be going to sch today.
our 1st lesson today is social studies n we r suppose to do 1 essay.
i hate essays! esp when i dunnoe how to do it.
i rushed n i wrote rubbish in the essay.
miss yong wanted us to hand in by end of her lesson.
lucky shermin din come today if not she hav to do essay.

n den comes chinese lesson.
chinese lesson was sian dao~~
lian li din bring her TB n teacher forbids hazel to move her table n share her TB with her.
huang mei is so wad lor...
den i lend my TB to lian li n share TB with hui yan.
i tell u 好人真的有好报!
cuz teacher us us to copy tinks n since i lend my TB to lian li, she actually copied it down for me.
i'm realli thankful to her.
anyway i also cannot copy if i had my TB back cuz i was having trouble looking at the screen.

eng was okok lor..
the bao ya chua is having lame activities as usual.
but lame activities is better than boring lessons anyway.

haiz...got to do bio hw later, tmr muz pass up.

i wonder how's leo doin in his O level.
i hope he do well. =)
all the best to him.
ok la..all the best too u all doing O level.
jia you! jia you! jia you!

oh ya..almost forgot to tell u.
our FYS song is REALLI REALLI DIFFICULT!!!!
my notes is 3 pages FULL!

i'm dead. X(


am i realli gonna confess?

hey ppl!

i played too much comp...
my complexion is getting realli dark..
but muz choing maplestory ma..
i wan to chiong 3rd job!!!

btw my inking stamps are posted to me two days ago liao!!!!
dey make the wrg design but its still nice anyway, so i din bother to change it.

today i almost forgot to do my bio homework.
supposed to hand in today.
today shermin called me in the morning to ask me abt the assignment.
n i totally rushed to the comp after hanging up the phone n got my assignment done in time!
but miss chong din ask us to pass up anyway.

i wanna go shopping n k-box!!!!

n i haben tink of how to giv leo my confession letter!!

=(

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

wow...maybe i shuld realli be one...

hey..shuld i confess or not???
tell me!!!
i dunnoe wad to do..
if i write a letter to leo, how am i gonna giv it to him???
11 more days.....

n why my inking stamps aren't posted to me yet!!!

i slack too much...
shuld hav buck up on my study n instead i'm chionging maplestory..
haha..

holiday is realli getting boring..
i wanna go japan for holiday =(..

i dunnoe y..
but i feel realli pathetic...
even the comp bullied me juz now..
i want to update my blog but it doesn't let me acess any website!
but nvm..at least i can write now.

i can't wait to hav me inking stamps posted to me..
i wanna chop all my books. haha
i haben even get my new books yet n i wanna chop.haha

i realli wanna go out with my friends during holiday.
but dey seems to be way busy...
pei yi hav to work.
n rynna is way busy going out with her other friends.
i wan to watch flushed away n other movies!!
and i wan to go shopping n hav a feast of my fav food!
i wan to go K-Box!
it's so lonely shopping alone although i did tt most of the time.
sigh....

i haven even touch my homeworks yet...
i haven even started studying...
hav to buck up on my studies.
if not i will realli be dead!

oh yea!
i juz leveled my maple char ytd!
finally!

oh ya..
i forgot i was supposed to tell u other thinks...

i am so so so disapointed with the Channel U!
i found our from all my friends tt dey actually cut out many parts of the <>!
how can dey cut!!!!!
i wanna watch the full version!!!
waaahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

rmb i told u tt i'm going to made another personalised inking stamp?
i went n made another one but i regret putting violet ink.
i tot that violet ink was weird...
nvm..
hope it will turn out ok when the inking stamps r all posted to me..

i felt so tired having all the CCA n extra classes on our sch holiday!
HELLO!!! din they mention its a sch HOLIDAY?
i mean if its supposed to be a holiday, shuldn't we enjoy ourselves totally!!!
...

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Sunday, November 05, 2006

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candice decided to buy the over-sized clothes from me...
lucky for me. if not i will have to wait till i am pregnant before i can wear it.
i got my money back but i spent it on another clothes n a personalised inking stamp while shopping with peiyi.
but i regret choosing piglet for my inking stamp i tink i will go do another one later.
but it cost me $12.90!

ytd we went for chinese orchestra concert.
the tickets were all paid by the school.
i keep eating people's tibits in the bus.
i am realli greedy for food.haha
we r late for the show n den we hav to wait till the 1st performance to finish.
the 1st song dey performed was realli nice lor.
dey r realli realli good at those instruments!
if onli i could play like them..
n den after the show our chinese orchestra teacher in charge go n force us to take picture.
so paisei!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

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so i went out to bugis with gene on mon..
i wasn't feeling very well tt dae n gene was realli tired cuz she din slept the nite before.
but no choice she hab to collect present for twanyo.
n den i bought a dress at puremilk lor.
den when i tried it there i tot i look ok in the M size de lor.anyway theres onli M size de left.
n den hu noes when i went home n tried it again it was so big tt even candice can wear it!
mayb we were both blur blur on tt day cuz we weren't feel well n den din see properly.
haiz...i spent $39.90(SG dollar) on tt dress!!!!!!

i tried to write a e-mail to puremilk for exchange of the dress but den dey said the sending of e-mail failed.
den actually today i wanted to exchange it dress de, but nobody go with me, i dun dare to exchage it on my own.
maybe i'm destinied to alter it on my own...tt's wad my mom suggestted.
ok lor...i guess i have to other choice rite?
anyway it would do good for my fashion designing route, rite? =)

today's bridging programme is so sian!
but luckily we onli have 2 chem worksheet for homework to be handed up when sch reopens.
and the best part is tt i saw leo!
tmr is the start of o level ler.
i realli hope he can do well for his O level.
lets all wish leo all the best!!

mom bought thai fish for dinner today.
the thai fish is super super super spicy!!!!!
tt in a mins time i drank like half a mug of water!
but i tink it's realli tasty.
the fish is fresh n its tender, the sauce was good but too hot!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006