finally! i got Shermin to speak the truth out.....
she said tt not tt Hazel dun like me or angry with me or wadever....
she juz couldn't accept who i am...she's not used to a friend like me....
Shermin says tt i behave like a child, abit too naive...n when i laugh i din stop when everyone stopped laughing, i continued....
Shermin says, maybe Hazel will get embarassed by tt cuz everyone will look at me(i din realli notice tt)..

I think tt I am a failure....i can't even stop laughing when ppl stopped laughing....
wads more? i've been flunking all my tests ever since this happened....y can't Shermin juz spill every tink out before....
now i failed my geo n my maths...I CAN'T EVEN PASS MY MATH!!!!!

Sometimes, ppl juz tink tt i'm a blur n naive girl....dey dunnoe tt there's a dark side of me which has been tinking of jumping down the building....failing my tests again n again is like a blow to me.....i dunnoe when it will explode....
who will understand me??? i dun even realli understand myself...i shuld visit the sch conceller perhaps...but will she be of help to me??? there's only one way to find out, but when do i gt the chance??? i dun want my friends to noe....