ok...
now i'm realli realli feel like crying out...
muz hazel show tt she doesn't like me anymore n she likes shermin better in front of ME?
giving n sharing a snack with Shermin n say tt "very nice eh. i kept one for you."
does she even care....
i realli feel like dashing out in the road n be knocked by cars that moment..
why does it have to be like this?
why do my life seems to be becoming more n more miserable?
i'm realli realli sick of my life and i'm sick of this world....
bad things always seems to happen much more than good things...
like ytd, i found out tt my xiao hui, my onli hamster left which i loved most, grew a tumor TOO!
i realli dunnoe wad to do, i noe my parents will never let me bring her to the vet,juz like wad happened to xiao hei.
cuz they will say it's a waste of $$!!!!!!!!
dey will say buying a new hamster is cheaper than bring it to the vet!!!
can dey b more curel!?
i mean it's the same as when ur own child is sick, u say tt u can always give birth to another one..


I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MY LIFE!!!
can i die!?


i realli think tt i need to go stress management more than hazel, which the teachers think tt she is realli stressed when she realli isn't.