u know...
sometimes, i realli hate my fate..

u see...
having ur friends ignoring you is already bad enough.
and then u juz have to see ur friends talking n laughing with even the one they dislike, while u r walking home from sch..
n dey didn't even notice me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU SEE!!! even the person dey dislike IS FAR MORE BETTER THAN ME!!!!

I realli dunnoe when am i going to explode into tears...
i tink...it will not be long....
but i realli dun wan dem to see me crying..
cuz dey will tink tt i'm trying to get attention frm everybody(I'm NOT)...
n den dey will hate me even more!
lots of ppl tink i'm trying to get ppl's attention cuz i cried too much.(tt's wad i tink)
everytime when i cannot take it n i cried, it always MUZ be infront of the class.
u want to know y?
CUZ PPL KEEP ASKING ME WAD HAPPENNED.(esp. candice)
n den i will tink of tinks n when i can't take it anymore i will cry.
n den ppl will tink i ACT!!!!

i can't take it anymore!!!!!
save me! plz...