ytd damn emo la....
dun even feel like bloggin.
i have absolute no hope in getting wadever results that will at least let me get into a course i that i like.

and ytd, i din expect hazel to call. and we talked from 11+ pm to 4+ am.it was probably the longest time i ever talked on phone.
the talk made me feel alot better towards the o level results, feel better abt mistakes that i made, but the thing is, it made me feel very bad as a friend. i mean she made me realised that i'm actually not giving her wad a good friend should give. and i didn't realise this all these time.
she told me about this friend that changed her(in a good way) and make her feel happy.
i guess i'm too blinded by myself...really blinded
all these time i have thought that i'm her good friend, but now i realise that she was a good friend to me, but i'm not good enough for her. thats how i feel.