i don't know why i feel like having a boyfriend badly especially when i saw couples together. i feel like a despo. and i feel lousy feeling like a despo. but i can't help but wanting a boyfriend. when grace says how competitble me and felix is, i can't help but feel happy.(thats how badly i want a boyfriend). argh. i feel so despo >.>
why am i such a despo?


i seriously hate to work in my group. i don't hate them. not that i don't like them either. it's just that i don't like to work with them. i wish this block will be over soon. i prefer block 1, infact i like block 1 alot, although it's homework everyday but it's more direct and you can work alone.