i feel so stupid. i feel like slaping my mouth. i'm not sure exactly did i said to harvey, but i think i spilled the truth about my mom doing the dress, when he ask me to talk with him alone. he was very dissapointed. my heart just felt like it's sinking into the deep sea.

but i was gald today that joen actually stood on my side. it's good to know that she has a nice side.
i'm so glad that i have friends to lend me a shoulder and also ears. i feel so much better, especially after going shopping with xiao hui and marie.

i sure hope that i will not get to work with them ever in my life again.