i read my 1st few post of the blog today. it was such long time ago, that i 1st started my blog. so much have changed. i felt so silly, and dumb and.. wadever.

i thought i will die without them as my friends. how stupid i was. i could have been better without them. who needs them anyway. who are they to control me on what to buy, what to wear, what to do.

but i'm glad that at least i still have friends when i was in secondary 4. at least before i leave, i have a friend, i have friends who told me the reality, wake me up from my fantasy, comfort me. i really miss them. i'm so glad that i've woken up. i realised teachers are fake, classmates are fake, so is the principal.
it's ok to make mistakes, it's ok to be alone, and in life you do not need to suceed with pieces and pieces of certificates, and of cuz her famous phrase "life is full of shit".
so what if i fail in tests? one piece of test paper marks doesn't mean anything, just work hard for the next one. it's stupid to cry for a paper, u can't change anything anyway.

now in TP, i have a brand new life. i wished i was there together with hazel. she taught me so much things in life, but she has her own path to go. i really wanted to thank her, for teaching me so much, things that i will not get to learn in school.