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i just hate myself... why am i so emotional... i always get scolded for crying during scoldings... and today.. i don't even know why i cried...
and the worst part is... my mom saw it...
i only asked her if she wants to know more about the product i buy and she answer why understand. and i started crying...
i hate it.. i really hate it... people just mistaken me when i cried....
and just now my mom she suddenly came out of the kitchen SHOUTING at me... i hate it... it's not even my fault... zzz
y am i a human?... y am i even here.... this sux... i wish i'm dead right now... who cares if the people around me are sad... i dont like humans(including me) anyway... ya, i'm selfish. so what? i dont care.
humans are always so complicated.. and they love to make things complicated....
Friday, October 03, 2008