Sunday, November 01, 2009
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i feel like im suffering from emotional breakdown at the moment.
i just cry and cry and cry non stop
after chris made me realised that all i've been trying to do all my life, is to get away from reality.
i wear lolita becuz i want to escape from reality
i love animations, becuz they'r often exaggerated.
i can only express myself in the virtual world.
i really feel useless.
and my life has no meaning.
im really a sheep, follow here and there.
i agree to what ppl say becuz im afraid of how ppl judge me.
they come to me when they'r upset becuz i agree with them, and it makes them feel better.
and it's just making things worst. im making it worst.
im only there to make things worst.
i try to get help but i'm just being a burden.
even by crying im a a burden to the earth by wasting tissues.
i waste the earth resources.
im really tired of living
things is always so complicated.
cry cry cry. all i do is cry. my brain is useless. even shits have uses. my brain is worst than shits.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
